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Outline

00:58 - Non-farm payroll action this week.

03:23 - If you don't find it, don't force it. You don't insist upon taking a trade.

10:00 - How he used to get up early on Saturdays.

16:14 - The struggles that lit a fire under his ass.

20:09 - Don’t take life advice from people who have a lot of drama in their life.

26:39 - He went on so many interviews and he never got an interview.

32:50 - Glenn talks about the day he decided to leave the vending business.

36:05 - You are not meant to be where you are right now because you were supposed to find me.

41:17 - When I started talking in 2016 about what was coming, I got laughed at, and then I said it again.

46:58 - If it’s easy, you’re doing something that isn’t sustainable.

53:17 - The importance of having a mentor -.

55:45 - Is your father posting your statements and how does he have access to your statements?

01:01:51 - I am literally teaching you bias.

01:07:10 - My son’s father is a contract murderer.

01:10:44 - My son’s father was a murderer.

01:17:40 - Being wrong doesn’t end your career -.

01:23:22 - Why do you want to go out and prove yourself?

Transcription

 

00:00:57,780 --> 00:01:17,430 ICT: You all should be hearing me just about now. I know my neighbors. Alright, so we are going to hang out for a little bit. Just Jawbone little bit here. One
00:01:17,430 --> 00:01:24,750 second. My car likes to yell at me for not putting my seatbelt on in that regard.
00:01:33,240 --> 00:01:43,410 For this one, I guess I'll have to wear it because it'll chime and chime in chime for a minute before it turns off. All right. So this week, we had some Non
00:01:43,410 --> 00:01:53,280 Farm Payroll action. In case you're wondering if you don't want to be sitting through this, that it should be recorded. So that way, you guys know that. I sit
00:01:53,280 --> 00:02:06,330 here and listen to this, you can come back to it later on assuming. So one of the things that come up a lot is why do I stay away from trading on Thursday and
00:02:06,330 --> 00:02:17,730 Friday, or even the afternoon session on Wednesdays on the first week of each month. And it's only to do with the inconsistencies with the market symmetry,
00:02:17,820 --> 00:02:30,570 and the things that I call a signature and price action, they will come in and out. They'll be hit and miss type setups. I've learned over the years that it's
00:02:30,570 --> 00:02:39,750 better for me not to take these trading days with live money because the probabilities are much, much lower than they are when they're not on those
00:02:39,750 --> 00:02:53,010 particular days. And that's not the same as like a FOMC, like FOMC day, I can sometimes do go in after the FOMC announcement because it's created volatility,
10 00:02:53,010 --> 00:03:04,620 but ahead of the FOMC. I won't, I won't be in front of that. Because it's basically a gamble. You don't know what they're gonna do. For nonfarm payroll,
11 00:03:05,190 --> 00:03:14,070 the elements about that week, and what you've learned, hopefully, this week was the beginning of the week, this is what I teach my students that Monday,
12 00:03:14,070 --> 00:03:23,010 Tuesday, is kind of like your honey pot, you want to go into the market looking for your setups there. And if you don't find it, but to force it, you don't
13 00:03:24,180 --> 00:03:34,530 insist upon taking a trade. But if it presents it, you try to take it then. And then at the New York session on Wednesday, that's like your cut off time. It's
14 00:03:34,530 --> 00:03:44,700 closing time, you know, if you want to go in after that, just know that you're gambling, you're not doing what I've taught you. And high fiving me and putting
15 00:03:44,700 --> 00:03:54,210 up your trades and tweeting to me saying yeah, thanks ICT, me for that, because I told you not to do it. You made money that's on you. You know, if you'd lost
16 00:03:54,210 --> 00:04:03,120 money, guess what? That's on YouTube. But I, I see a lot of folks that will post Hey, what do you think about this? What do you think about that? And apparently
17 00:04:03,120 --> 00:04:12,480 they're not listening? Because here's what I think. On Thursday and Friday, you shouldn't have been trading. That's what I think. And what do you do on those
18 00:04:12,480 --> 00:04:21,990 days? Basically, your students, okay, you're learning. And if you've been trading for a while, if you're listening to me, you are student, okay, you're
19 00:04:21,990 --> 00:04:30,840 learning what it is that I did, whether you're going to use it or not your student, so you don't want to be doing the things that I'm telling you not to
20 00:04:30,840 --> 00:04:39,360 do. Because if you do that, you're wasting your time under my tutelage. You're not going to you're not going to benefit from it. Apparently, some people like
21 00:04:39,360 --> 00:04:47,730 to come and they'll say, hey, look, you know, ICT says don't do this, but I made money over here. Okay, that's fine. But when it rains, it rains on everybody.
22 00:04:47,940 --> 00:04:56,550 Okay, that doesn't mean that you did something right that day. It just means that is you know, when I first started making money years ago, back in the 90s,
23 00:04:56,730 --> 00:05:08,580 I had nine months of sheer luck. By luck, folks, and it's not painful for me to say now it was painful at the time to admit to myself that I wasn't as good as I
24 00:05:08,580 --> 00:05:21,330 thought it was, like I thought that books that I purchased, and VCR tapes and CDs and everything else when I see these, but DVDs are coming up then. And I
25 00:05:21,330 --> 00:05:30,660 thought that that logic was building me into a juggernaut. And well, the only thing that was a juggernaut is how fast I blew the accounts. Because once once
26 00:05:30,660 --> 00:05:38,130 the market started going into a traders environment where everything stopped going parabolically, one direction up, I discovered that I didn't know how to
27 00:05:38,130 --> 00:05:49,380 trade. And that was very painful. To watch me blow not one, not two, not three, not four, but five accounts, five accounts in one year, in the 90s. Trying to
28 00:05:49,380 --> 00:06:01,440 force what I thought the books were working for me initially with and it's, it's a terrible experience. But when I tell you these things, what to avoid, what not
29 00:06:01,440 --> 00:06:09,750 to be doing. And then I see folks going out and doing the very thing I tell you not to do. And the worst thing that can happen is for you to find short term
30 00:06:09,750 --> 00:06:22,770 success doing the things I tell you not to do. That's exactly the equivalent of what I was doing for nine months in 1993. And it was not skill. That was luck.
31 00:06:23,610 --> 00:06:32,490 And you were lucky if you made money on Thursday, you were lucky on Friday, if you made money. Now that the dust has settled, it's Saturday.
32 00:06:34,050 --> 00:06:46,590 If you look at the five minute price action on the E Mini s&p, I don't have a chart in front of me, but I know what it looked like. It was very boring, very
33 00:06:46,590 --> 00:06:59,460 sloppy. Yes, there was a setup. Yes, there was a few little tiny little scalps. But if you were in there looking for a particular run, that would be framed with
34 00:06:59,460 --> 00:07:08,190 a larger degree of probability, not something just on a one minute basis. And when I'm looking at trades, I'm gonna be all over the place so that way, you
35 00:07:08,190 --> 00:07:15,420 know, I'm, it's probably going to be difficult for some of you guys are sticklers about wanting to just stay on one topic, I'm not gonna be able to stay
36 00:07:15,420 --> 00:07:25,320 on the topic, because I'm literally speaking as my mind goes. So this is what it's like to be in my head. I mean, not completely close a topic. And if I don't
37 00:07:25,590 --> 00:07:34,560 add up on something, obviously, just tweet it to me in response to this post, or this recording. And and I'll address it if it's something that's noteworthy, if
38 00:07:34,560 --> 00:07:42,390 it's something that's already been mentioned in other videos or things and I'll pretty much just like your comment saying I read it, but doesn't mean that I'm
39 00:07:42,390 --> 00:07:53,010 going to answer because I've already answered it somewhere else. But when I see folks posting that, hey, you know, thanks ICT made this much money on Thursday
40 00:07:53,010 --> 00:08:01,770 or Friday of Non Farm Payroll week. I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna high five that not because I'm ignoring you not because I'm trying to be ignorant, but I'm
41 00:08:01,770 --> 00:08:10,500 trying to show you that you're doing the opposite of what I'm telling you to do. And some of you just simply want to have those war scars. Like you want to be
42 00:08:10,500 --> 00:08:19,920 able to go through what I went through, or anybody else that blows accounts. And you know, I got the more scars to prove, I earned my stripes. If I could go back
43 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:28,410 in time, and I could have someone like what I'm trying to do, I'm doing my best to be the very thing that I was wanting to be, or not wanting to be but wanting
44 00:08:28,410 --> 00:08:38,730 to learn from someone that had the experience, had gone through the pain, suffered, lost real money, and then found a way to make money. That's somebody
45 00:08:38,730 --> 00:08:48,840 that I would have completely subscribed to absolutely took everything they would have said to heart. And that's my motivation in doing all this stuff. Because if
46 00:08:48,840 --> 00:09:02,310 I can see if one of you put yourself through what I put myself through, then it's a success for me. But it's almost like a confessional too, because a lot of
47 00:09:02,310 --> 00:09:14,340 you look up to me as like the superhero kind of guy. And you view me as something that I'm not. I'm not like what many of you attribute characteristics.
48 00:09:14,820 --> 00:09:29,220 Like it's undeserved. I'm an average little person, okay, I'm not really a big deal. I came from a small town. And I was fortunate to find my way in certain
49 00:09:29,220 --> 00:09:40,590 circumstances, certain chance meetings, and I've been blessed by a really big God. And that's who's behind me that's that's where I get the tenacity to stay
50 00:09:40,590 --> 00:09:48,270 with it. That's who kept me going when I didn't have an ICT encouraging me. It would have been great for me to have somebody to sit down like this. And kind of
51 00:09:48,270 --> 00:09:59,580 like, just talk, just talk to me be a friend. Be someone to encourage me because I was in tears just about every other day. Back in the 90s. I was so frustrated.
52 00:10:00,930 --> 00:10:11,190 I used to work. And I'm thinking about it right now as I'm driving. On Saturdays, I'll get up real early. And I used to do a vending route for a guy
53 00:10:11,190 --> 00:10:25,890 out in the wings, Mills, Maryland. And I didn't make very much money. And you've all heard this story before, but I had to go service a nursing home on the road,
54 00:10:26,760 --> 00:10:36,360 it'll come to me, Fayette street downtown in Baltimore. Not a really good neighborhood. And I was always wondering if I was gonna get robbed. But I never
55 00:10:36,360 --> 00:10:58,050 did. But I spent five hours of my Saturday as a young man just turning 20 years old, freshly divorced. And I would waste five hours on my Saturday, servicing
56 00:10:58,050 --> 00:11:07,830 one account. And I would hate my life. Like I hated it. I hated the fact that I knew my friends. And my family. Were home. Like probably all right now some of
57 00:11:07,830 --> 00:11:22,410 you are probably working some of you're listening at your job. You're cheating your boss. But I hated my life on these days. So every Saturday, I go out and I
58 00:11:22,410 --> 00:11:28,680 take a drive. Now cycle through both of my quarterbacks because I got to keep them moving and keep the battery life on because I don't put a lot of miles on
59 00:11:28,680 --> 00:11:29,010 them. But
60 00:11:30,810 --> 00:11:41,640 I'm thinking out loud, like I usually do on Saturdays where I reflect on when I was younger man before I knew what I know now. And I was only making $315 a week
61 00:11:43,260 --> 00:11:52,260 50 of it was paid in under the table and cash for servicing that Saturday account. It would take me five hours to get up, drive out to Owings Mills, from
62 00:11:52,260 --> 00:12:01,380 where I lived, pick the truck up, load up the things I need to put in vending machines and go service it drive down to Fayette Street, then drive back up to
63 00:12:01,380 --> 00:12:09,840 Owings Mills, fill the truck up, do the whole thing. And whole time. I'm looking at the clock thinking I'm never gonna be able to see my girlfriend on time.
64 00:12:10,020 --> 00:12:18,720 She's gonna be upset in the whole thing. Everyone a young guys that are thinking all the time. That was me, I did the same stuff. But while I was working, and
65 00:12:18,720 --> 00:12:27,570 while I was driving to and from, I was looking for a way that I can come out of that. And I wanted to start my own vending business. Like I was going to cut
66 00:12:27,570 --> 00:12:34,860 throat the guy I was working with. Because he was under painting. He took advantage of me because his view was and this is what happened. I was sitting in
67 00:12:36,450 --> 00:12:46,230 the back of the warehouse after one of my route days. And the guy's father who really owned the business came in. And real, real sneaky, Jewish man. Not that
68 00:12:46,290 --> 00:12:55,320 there's anything against Jews or anything like that. But this guy was a hardliner. Just, you know, if you're not Jewish, and you're nobody. And he said
69 00:12:55,320 --> 00:13:02,970 that, where's that young guy? Yeah, where do you where do you find him at? Because I was always wanting to learn how to fix the machines. Like I wanted to
70 00:13:02,970 --> 00:13:11,910 do everything because my intentions were I'm going to make my own vending business. I didn't want to be an employee. I knew that when I was younger. But I
71 00:13:11,910 --> 00:13:20,670 heard him say, where do you where do you get him from? And he's like, he applied. And he was the one that kept calling him wanting a job. So and he comes
72 00:13:20,670 --> 00:13:30,930 he never misses a day. never misses a day. He's like, he looks like he's from Essex, Maryland. He goes he is he is he uh, you got to watch this guy's from
73 00:13:30,930 --> 00:13:46,560 Essex. I literally wanted to crawl under a rock at that time, and that that day, struck a fire under my ass. I was like You son of a bitch. Let me tell you what
74 00:13:46,740 --> 00:13:53,430 money making is all about. I'm going to find a way. And I'm going to I'm going to come back here and I'm going to show you sons of bitches. What real money is.
75 00:13:55,680 --> 00:14:05,940 I crept underneath the dock door. So that way they wouldn't hear me. Because I think at the time Glenn who was the boss, the manager, the son of the owner, his
76 00:14:05,940 --> 00:14:18,330 dad Marty. He he said something that day that literally got under my skin and I was like, Who the hell do you think you are? Now? Let me paint a picture for
77 00:14:18,330 --> 00:14:30,030 you. This guy. He owned a lot of Section Eight real estate down in Baltimore. Made $30,000 a month in secondary income living as a slumlord. Okay. His vending
78 00:14:30,030 --> 00:14:40,350 business, he had three routes, I ran one of them my route did $147,000. And the, I guess that was that was the middle route. The largest one was ran by his
79 00:14:40,350 --> 00:14:49,950 cousin. And there was another guy that ran a smaller route that I think he did like $100,000. And granted, the business was 5050 You know, whatever you paid,
80 00:14:49,950 --> 00:15:04,350 you basically made that and then you had to take costs of income employee or whatever, and we just simply got really dirty income That day, when I went home,
81 00:15:04,920 --> 00:15:14,430 I talked to my uncle. And this is why I believe College is a scam. Okay, and I say all the time College is an absolute friggin scam. I went to school after
82 00:15:14,880 --> 00:15:24,660 high school did all the accelerated learning all the additional things. And I was very high in math, science and computer programming and operations. I was
83 00:15:24,810 --> 00:15:33,300 into all that stuff. When I was in sixth grade, I was making my own programs and making my own video games. Okay. It is what it is. Now, today, all the
84 00:15:33,300 --> 00:15:38,790 programming languages that are available. I don't, I don't keep up with it. Because I'm not trying to be a computer programmer. I'm not trying to be an
85 00:15:38,790 --> 00:15:48,390 employee and I could care less. But that day when I came home, and that employer of mine offended me without knowing that he offended me. Obviously, I couldn't
86 00:15:48,390 --> 00:15:59,070 quit, because I needed the money. But I talked to my uncle who was a University of Maryland graduate in finance and business management. And I said to him, I
87 00:15:59,070 --> 00:16:02,670 said, you know, what would you do if this happened? I explained what I just told you.
88 00:16:04,500 --> 00:16:13,890 And he was like, why don't I ask? Like, did you say anything? Tell us that? No, I was embarrassed. Like, I mean, I'm, I'm from Middle River, which is across the
89 00:16:13,890 --> 00:16:24,960 street, basically from Essex, which is down the street from Dundalk, Maryland. Okay. And they are like the armpits of Maryland. Okay. As far as like white
90 00:16:24,960 --> 00:16:32,880 trash, like that's, that's the areas where you see it from. And I can say that, because I'm came up from it. So a lot of good people live in there, and they
91 00:16:32,880 --> 00:16:42,420 still do. But generally, you get the Rough Riders from that area. And some folks that are from this area, when they hear me talk they can hear like when I say
92 00:16:42,420 --> 00:16:52,590 use, like that's a that's a slang that you can basically tell if somebody's from, you know, Middle River, Essex, Dundalk, that the city, we all had that
93 00:16:52,590 --> 00:17:07,920 kind of vernacular, that little accent. But my uncle told me, he said, you know, you just got to get yourself a good education. And just pursue what you were in
94 00:17:07,920 --> 00:17:18,000 school for. I don't want to do it. Like, I don't want to do it. When I got out, I couldn't get a job with all the programming. I couldn't do it. I studied
95 00:17:18,000 --> 00:17:29,730 COBOL, C ICs, Pascal basic, C++. And I didn't want to be in the video game making. Like, I didn't want to do that, at the time, the visibility and I was
96 00:17:29,730 --> 00:17:39,510 really wrong. I didn't see that as a industry that would have been growing. Because I watched it transform so much from like Atari 25, or 2600. When I was a
97 00:17:39,510 --> 00:17:49,740 kid, we all have Playstation and X boxes now. But when I was a kid, it was Atari 2600. Like you weren't it if you didn't have that. So I've watched all the
98 00:17:49,740 --> 00:17:57,870 transitions. And I was like, you know, I just think it evolves too fast. And I just don't see myself being able to do that. But I was wrong in that regard.
99 00:17:57,870 --> 00:18:05,190 Because if I would have gotten into game making, I probably would have done well. But I know this probably has nothing to do with trading and someone you're
100 00:18:05,190 --> 00:18:14,550 like, man, get to the point. The point is, is you all ask how I think and interpret and how I got to where I am and how do I get through all the
101 00:18:15,090 --> 00:18:26,790 struggles? Well, this is one of those struggles that lit a fire under my ask a boss literally, basically said that I was trash didn't say the words, trash. But
102 00:18:26,820 --> 00:18:37,860 that's what it is. So when I talked to my uncle, that day when I came home because I actually lived with them, rented a room room and board 50 hours a
103 00:18:37,860 --> 00:18:47,100 week, and I told him I said, I'm gonna stand I like I'm mad, like, I'm pissed off at this guy. Like, I want to go back and tell him off, but I do he's gonna
104 00:18:47,100 --> 00:18:56,010 fire me. He's like, Well, the best way to live well is I'm sorry, the best revenge is live well, you can just go and do something better for yourself, and
105 00:18:56,010 --> 00:19:07,320 then when it's time to leave. But I didn't have an answer for how to do that. Like I didn't know what it is I would be doing to make money. Not that I was
106 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:16,710 making a lot of it under them. But I spent an average of 13 hours a day doing that garbage job and listening to his lie saying, I'm gonna make you a route
107 00:19:16,710 --> 00:19:34,590 manager one day, and you will be 500 hours a week now 500 hours a week back then in 1990. But 291 91 I literally swallow that hook line and sinker thinking 500
108 00:19:34,590 --> 00:19:45,510 hours. That's mad money, like that's crazy money back then. 500 hours is nothing like my stop loss. My stuff was particularly like that now. So the bottom line
109 00:19:45,510 --> 00:19:58,650 is I was pissed off and I wanted to find a way I wanted to find a way to get out of that situation. And my uncle's advice was go back to school and pursue more
110 00:19:58,680 --> 00:20:08,790 of the languages that are available today. Now, this is a guy who I love. He was a father figure in a period of my time have grown up, he let me move into his
111 00:20:08,790 --> 00:20:20,190 home. And they treated me very good. But this is the same person and so but I said, Don't take life advice from people that have a lot drama in their life.
112 00:20:20,190 --> 00:20:26,880 And there's, there's people out there that critique me very hard. And they assume the things I talk about and say, aren't good advice. But if you look
113 00:20:26,880 --> 00:20:37,800 around, there's a lot of folks, since I've been public teaching, they're showing the results, you know, they're doing this funded accounts. And I'm seeing people
114 00:20:37,800 --> 00:20:46,080 getting paid, not just the acceptance of these funded accounts, and I'm gonna see him rep anyone, company because I don't have any affiliation. And please, if
115 00:20:46,080 --> 00:20:54,360 you're part of those companies, don't reach out to me anymore, because I'm not going to, you know, rep you, I don't do those things. Just like brokers, I don't
116 00:20:54,360 --> 00:21:02,460 read the broker either. I'm introducing broker, I'm not trying to get you to do anything except for invest in time with yourself. And believe in yourself,
117 00:21:02,460 --> 00:21:03,600 because I'm telling you right now.
118 00:21:05,700 --> 00:21:13,680 Going to college is the biggest fucking scam you'll ever do. And I don't care if you make money because you went to college, the world has changed. Look around,
119 00:21:14,340 --> 00:21:29,400 look around. People have no idea what's about to come. They have no idea what's coming. I've been talking to my students telling them before Trump got elected,
120 00:21:30,120 --> 00:21:44,940 I said, all this stuff was coming. In video, it's documented period. That things are coming. You're not ready for your job is not guaranteed. Your boss thinks
121 00:21:44,940 --> 00:21:55,890 the same way about you. Like I just described my old boss. When I was a young man. They're not going to tell you because they can get a lot of trouble today.
122 00:21:55,920 --> 00:22:08,820 We're going back men, a lot of things. You can get away with a lot of things back then. But I was taking advice from a guy that went to college graduate a
123 00:22:08,820 --> 00:22:26,340 very high GPA, business management, a math scholar. But he was managing a Kentucky Fried Chicken. KFC. Yeah, here's my uncle, the guy I learned about
124 00:22:26,340 --> 00:22:37,050 trading from couldn't make money outside of the first initial plunge into it where he made money to buy a condominium down Ocean City and sugar. And he told
125 00:22:37,050 --> 00:22:45,720 me when I was 15 years old and 16 years old, every Sunday at my grandmother's, the richest people in the world, Michael, trade futures and options. Get
126 00:22:45,720 --> 00:23:00,810 yourself a good job, become an Electronics Technician. Save up, invest in live like the fat cats. Well, at 15 and 16, you know, hearing that I'm interested in
127 00:23:00,810 --> 00:23:07,830 martial arts. Okay, I'm gonna run my own martial art school. I'm interested in all that stuff. It sounds like the stock market that's, that's over my paygrade
128 00:23:07,830 --> 00:23:16,470 as a kid, I'm not interested. I hadn't really worked yet. And then when I started working, I was thinking this sucks. First Job was a dishwasher at
129 00:23:16,470 --> 00:23:27,510 perspex grocery store. But I looked at my uncle that day. And I told him, I said, Can I tell you something. And I want you to know that I'm saying this with
130 00:23:27,510 --> 00:23:40,860 love. And I just want to know things better. But how he'll knowing that you wasted six years of your life in college, and all the bullshit that you
131 00:23:40,890 --> 00:23:51,450 subscribe to and the books you paid for all that prep work, all that stress and crunching numbers, all that stuff. And you're working at Kentucky Fried Chicken,
132 00:23:52,680 --> 00:24:03,300 managing kids that don't want to come to work, and then you got to stay and do their job. You did all of that. As a result of spending time and the money he
133 00:24:03,300 --> 00:24:14,220 paid out of his pocket, folks. He didn't have what his financial aid. Again, he didn't have those things. He paid for it with his jobs, and savings and money
134 00:24:14,220 --> 00:24:24,150 and he cut grass. And that's what he does today. He's a retired man. He doesn't even trade. And he's got his own little grass cutting business. So he puts a
135 00:24:24,150 --> 00:24:36,750 little bit of bread that and he's got a pension from Verizon where he retired from. But he was not successful as a trader. He was not successful as a college
136 00:24:36,750 --> 00:24:49,110 graduate with exemplary marks in school, like his grades were great. And to talk to him, he's very intelligent guy, very intelligent, but down to earth too. And
137 00:24:49,620 --> 00:25:00,000 I I love talking to him. I don't talk to him as much anymore. But that day when I asked him that it was like I crushed his soul. And it was not my intention but
138 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:10,230 It was not that was not my intention. But I wanted to note it. Have you have you observed? Have you noticed that you worked your ass off? And you told me to do
139 00:25:10,230 --> 00:25:21,630 those things? And I did it and guess what? Both of us are in the same position. We can't use the shit that we paid for in school. Nobody nobody wants. Okay nice
140 00:25:21,630 --> 00:25:37,440 guys get me tried. Yeah Can you slow down fucker. Scott is literally trying to fucking run me off a fucking one way break here give me a kid gotten beat this
141 00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:57,480 motherfuckers s stupid bitch. Told you I was bipolar. Apologize for that. So I asked the guy, um, my uncle brother. And I said, Listen, do you honestly believe
142 00:25:58,470 --> 00:26:06,960 that that was the best decision for you. And I, like, I took your advice, I listened. And nothing came from that.
143 00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:21,510 And the look in his eye was like literally like, man, it was noticeable to you. I don't know if he was ignoring it like, like the elephant in the room. But I
144 00:26:21,510 --> 00:26:30,810 know my n, who was married to him, looked at him like, you know, he worked really hard. And this has never talked about it. You never could make it work.
145 00:26:31,740 --> 00:26:44,490 He went on so many interviews, so many interviews, and he never hired him. And I never got an interview, not one time all of the resumes I put out. And I had a
146 00:26:44,490 --> 00:26:59,250 better GPA than he did. Not one interview. So I wasted my time I wasted my money in a field. That was the future programming technology and information systems.
147 00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:14,760 I wanted to be a systems analyst. And guess what? I was a vending machine operator, I felt coffee machines, and candy machines and soda machines. And I
148 00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:23,220 could take them apart and put them back together. I could tell you what's wrong with them without even being on that location. But it didn't pay money unless I
149 00:27:23,220 --> 00:27:36,480 owned the route. And when one day while I was doing the vending route, the conclusion came to me that, you know, even if I have this vending route, if I
150 00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:41,880 have a route like this, that means you gotta hire somebody do I trust somebody to be able to take the cash out of the machine and bring all the money to me.
151 00:27:42,600 --> 00:27:52,500 Because I got robbed one time, they broke into the back of the truck. They literally pulled the safe that was bolted in the back of the Isuzu truck. They
152 00:27:52,500 --> 00:28:02,280 ripped the whole safe off the back truck that was built to any rip the whole entire thing out. And when I came out of the site, to put the remainders in the
153 00:28:02,280 --> 00:28:10,350 stale stuff that I take out of machines, and I saw that they were ripped off. And the safe missing. I was gutted. I'm like the first thing that came to my
154 00:28:10,350 --> 00:28:22,860 mind was they're gonna think I did it. That was exactly what I thought, why did I think that? Why would I go to that conclusion immediately. Because of that
155 00:28:23,070 --> 00:28:33,390 piece of shit that you got to watch this guy's from Essex. And I've been honest, I hadn't come I may miss the day. I've never missed the day I came to work all
156 00:28:33,390 --> 00:28:45,390 the time. But these people broke in stole that cash. And I literally was ashamed that it happened on my route, like I could have somehow prevented I couldn't
157 00:28:45,390 --> 00:28:54,720 have I was inside doing doing the service on machines. So I sat there for 10 minutes trying to figure out how am I going to work up the courage to call in
158 00:28:54,720 --> 00:29:09,990 and tell my boss that I just got robbed. Thankfully not at gunpoint, right like that. But I had to sit there and wrestle with Hey, this is what it feels like to
159 00:29:09,990 --> 00:29:22,380 be violated. I've never experienced something like that before. I've never had that moment where something was taken from him. And it wasn't mine and it makes
160 00:29:22,380 --> 00:29:26,490 it even worse. Well, I called in
161 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:49,320 I called into the talk to the owner of the company. I said, I just got robbed. What I just got out and he's like, are you okay? And that made me feel better
162 00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:59,400 that he was at least asking that. I said I'm fine. I just came out of the site when when the site was set. And I said they took the door off the back so it was
163 00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:07,380 a roll up door. That's gonna cost you money and the rip the entire safe off the floor like it's gone like it's completely gone. And because did you have any
164 00:30:07,380 --> 00:30:15,420 video camera back there like that they kind of guards and it's like, there's nothing here. Like, this is the site on that. And it was like a dilapidated old
165 00:30:15,450 --> 00:30:24,870 rubber who's making company. So it was almost a failing company. So it was not an OLED technology back then. And nobody was really worried about guarding a
166 00:30:24,870 --> 00:30:32,910 place like that. So apparently somebody's following me on track me and figured that was the place they were going to do it. Because it was like the third stop
167 00:30:32,910 --> 00:30:46,860 away from my last day. So all the money in it would have been there. There's, well, when I got back to the shop, the other son Glen who I had an affinity for.
168 00:30:47,580 --> 00:30:59,580 Even though his dad's a dick. I saw an Entrepreneur Magazine, sitting on his desk. And I was looking at it and I'm thinking myself, entrepreneur, day when
169 00:30:59,580 --> 00:31:05,850 you said you're gonna be a martial arts instructor, and you got all the credentials to do it, but you never did it. Here you are filling vending
170 00:31:05,850 --> 00:31:16,680 machines, you just got robbed and you feel like shit. So I think that that's our thumbing through it. And things in the magazine that I liked. Like, they were
171 00:31:16,800 --> 00:31:24,600 like pictures of boats and stuff, yachts and things like that. And I was like, You know what? I'm gonna ask him if I can take this home and borrow it. And I
172 00:31:24,600 --> 00:31:35,430 said, Glenn, do you mind if I borrow this? I'll bring it back tomorrow, and you won't be messed up. So I took the magazine. And I went home, did my normal thing
173 00:31:35,430 --> 00:31:45,540 coming home shower, workout. sit around and started wanting to go to sleep. I grabbed the magazine, I was looking at thumb through the back of it and it was
174 00:31:45,540 --> 00:31:53,430 just little tiny little classified ad said real money real people call this one 800 Number and get free information. So I did it in like a week I got a little
175 00:31:53,430 --> 00:32:04,080 cassette tape. And obviously, they need to open the weird. Oh, oh time students. They knew that that was the ken Roberts cartridge course that ended up buying
176 00:32:04,830 --> 00:32:19,170 that put me on the mailing list that Larry Williams stuff, registering. But when I started making money trading I was at that vending company during that nine
177 00:32:19,170 --> 00:32:27,240 months of so naturally, because I was looking for any way to get out of that lifestyle, having to work and I wanted to be able to put the middle finger up
178 00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:37,320 into that guy's that face, which I never did that, folks. I'm glad I didn't because I'd probably regret it today. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't want
179 00:32:37,320 --> 00:32:55,380 to do it because I did. But I wanted to escape so badly that there was a snowstorm. And I was expected to go to work that day. And I was in bed with my
180 00:32:55,380 --> 00:33:08,130 girlfriend who I was engaged to at the time. And I thought to myself, I make way more money than I make in a month, a day now. And I'm looking at this girl who's
181 00:33:08,130 --> 00:33:18,060 not my wife. It's the younger relationship house young guy. But I'm looking at her I'm thinking I want to marry this girl. And I don't want to be doing what
182 00:33:18,060 --> 00:33:27,390 I'm doing. And she doesn't know what I'm doing. She thinks no one's from the vending business. So when we go out to dinner, and I'm taking it in a nice
183 00:33:27,390 --> 00:33:41,700 restaurants to try to impress her and her parents. That day, I just said you know what? I'm done. So we had pagers back, my BOCES paging, you and calling
184 00:33:41,700 --> 00:33:51,270 calling. So I finally clicked on that. I'm not coming in today. It's snowed in, it's bad here. He's like, Well shovel, and I said shovel out. Now this is the
185 00:33:51,270 --> 00:34:05,610 sun that when I did like I say clean. I can't shovel the friggin streets like it's everywhere, not just around my car. And how does the 20 You just don't do
186 00:34:05,670 --> 00:34:13,650 as the 28 in this kind of snow we have. So it says well, if you don't come in, you don't have a job. I said, Well, that just made it a lot easier because I'm
187 00:34:13,650 --> 00:34:20,910 never coming back now. So you and I didn't go pick up my check. It was four months before he mailed it to me.
188 00:34:24,540 --> 00:34:31,620 Did it feel good to do it that day? Yes. Because I didn't have a guilty conscience about it. That was the reason why I kept staying because I liked him.
189 00:34:32,460 --> 00:34:42,240 I liked him as a person, but that day killed it for me, which is I guess, you know, God's way of saying it's time to go. So he let him show his colors to me
190 00:34:42,240 --> 00:34:54,660 and not just broke. And I just did it the way I want it to well, my terms. They didn't they didn't say we don't need you anymore trash from Essex. Then their
191 00:34:54,660 --> 00:35:08,790 business went under these folks to have section eight how housing they lost all their their housing because of reports about being slumlords. So all their
192 00:35:08,790 --> 00:35:22,080 wealth, and things that made them feel rich and such. They don't have enough money. But I look at myself every Saturday. And it sounds venomous the way I'm
193 00:35:22,110 --> 00:35:29,790 saying it now, it's only because I'm talking to you like you're in the car with me right now. And I'm reliving these painful emotional moments that were real.
194 00:35:29,790 --> 00:35:39,510 These are not made up things, folks. I garbage. Okay, just like all of you do. I was not exempt from that. You hear me talk and it sounds like this guy. Was this
195 00:35:39,510 --> 00:35:55,950 press Abba mold. He never had any hardships. It was a silver spoon in his mouth. And this isn't a no no no. I had this rubbish
196 00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:03,810 not because I'm lazy
197 00:36:09,659 --> 00:36:12,779 people listening, can you?
198 00:36:23,970 --> 00:36:31,800 I'm a real personalities thing. Just like you're going through your things right now. And you'll think about this conversation when you're older, and you have
199 00:36:31,800 --> 00:36:37,710 more experience behind you. And then when you've succeeded, you'll say You know what, I remember that time when I was out there driving around, I was beat
200 00:36:37,710 --> 00:36:48,660 somebody's ass for almost running off the road. That day. He said some things that really resonated with me. And it made sense at that time later on, not so
201 00:36:48,660 --> 00:36:54,390 much meaningful to you right now. Because they're my experiences maybe you don't have the hardships that
202 00:37:00,330 --> 00:37:15,960 and this is temporary. Don't let other people around you look down on you and make you think that that's where you're supposed to be? No, you are not where
203 00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:27,810 you are right now. You found me? Because you were supposed to find me. We crossed paths because you are expected to use whatever it is I'm teaching. You
204 00:37:27,810 --> 00:37:39,660 didn't find me by chance. Do I ever advertise? No. You ever seen any ads? Nope. No coupon codes, no special deals, no deadline. If you don't do it, by this
205 00:37:39,660 --> 00:37:52,800 time, that's all garbage. That's people that need to sell. I don't need to sell shit. And when you taste what it is that I'm selling, it's real. And then when
206 00:37:52,800 --> 00:38:09,000 it's given to you for free, that's treasure. Look how many people are literally energized now. They're able to see it. And all it took for them is to literally
207 00:38:09,030 --> 00:38:19,260 engage. Take me for my word only on the basis of tests and see if it's true. It cost you nothing but time if I'm a fraud if it doesn't work, you'll know right
208 00:38:19,260 --> 00:38:24,060 away. I didn't have that folks. I didn't have those things
209 00:38:33,570 --> 00:38:50,940 that's trying to run him over and fire engine. See that was last time you mentored to be on the verge of like this. I almost had Cascella. So when you go
210 00:38:50,940 --> 00:39:01,200 through these moments where you feel like you're not going to be able to do this. Just know that I had those all the time. And I had good well meaning
211 00:39:01,200 --> 00:39:18,120 people around me. And they didn't inspire me. In fact, they were weights around my neck. They kept me from being positive. I had to dig in deep on myself. And
212 00:39:18,120 --> 00:39:31,650 it was me basically going to war with that guy's perception of me you got to watch these guys from Essex Maryland. Like I'm some frickin meth heads selling
213 00:39:31,650 --> 00:39:46,080 crack on a corner somewhere. I was a model employee. Like that's like that's the guy you want. That never misses a day that works over and doesn't expect
214 00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:58,680 anything extra and believes that in the in time that the employer will reward them for their loyalty and work ethic. And I was taken advantage of but guess
215 00:39:58,680 --> 00:40:10,980 what? I'm not complaining about that. I'm glad it shaped me into who, that's who I was before I started working for them. My grandfather made that me. So College
216 00:40:10,980 --> 00:40:24,990 is a fucking scam, it's a scam, you will not go to college now get a career, making a high degree of income with a great degree of consistency, longevity,
217 00:40:25,020 --> 00:40:33,060 because your business is not guaranteed to you. With a 2020 show you the rules have changed.
218 00:40:38,309 --> 00:40:41,459 What I'm bringing up today ever gave me
219 00:40:49,440 --> 00:41:05,160 the world's changed hooks. And when I started talking in 2016, about what was coming, I got laughed at chicken noodle. But I said everybody wants waiter. So
220 00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:17,310 everybody needs to get ready because they're gonna do something that's worse than 911. And it's common. I said that in July of 2018. Again. In October, I
221 00:41:17,310 --> 00:41:28,590 said it also. And then he started censoring my posts on Twitter. And so the reason why I left that run off Twitter, because guess what, brother, right here,
222 00:41:28,590 --> 00:41:37,950 bring your shit. I'm right here waiting. Everybody can talk to me. Everybody can say what they want to say. And I'm right here to answer all that.
223 00:41:47,789 --> 00:42:03,749 So on Saturdays, I take it dry. And I get to reflect on the choices I made. Just like I tell you to this community posts. You gotta look back and think. Where
224 00:42:03,749 --> 00:42:14,699 have you been? What are you doing right now? Are you hearing? Are you still on? Are you still on task? Have you lost your bearings? Are you lost? Do you even
225 00:42:14,699 --> 00:42:19,499 know what you're doing? Did you even do anything last week that contribute to growing?
226 00:42:25,619 --> 00:42:35,999 It's not just watching videos, it's not looking at tweets, and community posts. It's you roll your sleeves up, and getting out there and getting dirty and doing
227 00:42:35,999 --> 00:42:48,569 it wrong. And learning from that. That's the part that I thought was the prevention for me though, like I looked at it like I'm never gonna get this. I'm
228 00:42:48,569 --> 00:42:57,209 never gonna get this. And my aunt would come in, knock on the door and hear me weeping. And they're like, are you okay? Yeah, I'm just frustrated. What's
229 00:42:57,209 --> 00:43:09,629 wrong? You won't understand. And she wasn't even my uncle would have understood. Because I was trading live money, doing trades I could not really realistically
230 00:43:09,629 --> 00:43:24,179 afford. And when they went bad, they were bad. Or good. I contain that. And I kept telling myself, this is how you keep going. When they look at you, and they
231 00:43:24,179 --> 00:43:36,119 look down on you, and they think that you're a friggin bomb. And you're never gonna amount to anything because you live below your means. Guess what? They
232 00:43:36,119 --> 00:43:48,779 don't know the real you. They can't see the real you. The real you is that person that knows that you don't have it yet right now. You know, right now, you
233 00:43:48,779 --> 00:43:58,229 don't have your power to do it yet. But you know, you're getting and you're not gonna take no for an answer. You're not going to be like, no one's gonna
234 00:43:58,229 --> 00:44:09,659 convince you that you can't do it. No one's gonna sell you an idea that's gonna distract you prolong the process, you know that, you know, that, you know? Once
235 00:44:09,659 --> 00:44:18,749 you get that mindset, that's what's needed. You need to be doing that. Once you arrive at that point. It's just a matter of time, folks. It's just a matter of
236 00:44:18,749 --> 00:44:28,709 time. And how much time is it going to be? Is everybody's different. But I can tell you I had a plan that I did not want to be working when I was 40 years old.
237 00:44:29,459 --> 00:44:39,029 So I was willing to give up at that time, half of my life to get to where I wanted to be and where I wanted to be at least financially independent. And I
238 00:44:39,029 --> 00:44:53,249 started with trying to earn and save $1,000 a month. And folks that she got real easy, real, real easy. And then when you start getting these mile markers, you
239 00:44:53,249 --> 00:45:02,669 don't need cheerleaders around you. You don't need anybody to tell you, that boy. You're going Do keep doing what you're doing. Because your bank account
240 00:45:02,669 --> 00:45:14,909 tells you that your bank account tells you, you don't shit right now. Who cares? Who believes you look up? Who's gonna convince you? When you got millions of
241 00:45:14,909 --> 00:45:24,509 dollars in the bank, who Who do you need to tell you that you finally arrived? You need somebody to talk to you. You need three Robins to talk to you about how
242 00:45:24,509 --> 00:45:33,479 you're doing a good job. You got seven digits floating around in multiple banks, you need 20 routers to tell you, you're doing a good job. No, no, no, no, no,
243 00:45:33,959 --> 00:45:48,119 you don't need that. All you need to do is show up. Put the work in and do it consistently. If you do that, look around folks, these people that are just now
244 00:45:48,149 --> 00:45:57,029 discovering themselves in what I'm teaching. Nobody's gonna convince them otherwise. Now. They tasted it already. They've already tasted it. They know
245 00:45:57,029 --> 00:46:07,379 what it feels like now, no one's convincing them otherwise, they're never going to be told what they're doing is the wrong way now or ever invited everyone to
246 00:46:07,379 --> 00:46:24,239 do? If you do that, I promise you, I Guaran damn tee you. You will never ever, ever, ever put this down again. Because once it bites you, you're infected. You
247 00:46:24,239 --> 00:46:43,409 just accept it. Now it's a way life. These markets are in your blood. And guess what? Some days? Even right. Now, I've grown I've said hurry. up right at any
248 00:46:43,409 --> 00:46:56,879 refer? It's not rough. It is not right. It's not rough, rough. It's something I'm saying. And it's kind of like trading. It is easy. You probably are doing
249 00:46:56,879 --> 00:47:09,119 something that isn't gonna be sustainable. Like it was for me in 1993. That was those luck. It ain't rough. 18 right. That was the expression he saw. So me a
250 00:47:09,119 --> 00:47:19,109 young guy, I would complain to him nothing like where do you see us Corona? Being later in life, because I don't know, I'm just living right now. As cool as
251 00:47:19,109 --> 00:47:25,319 it sounded back then, that scared the hell out of me. Because I needed to know
252 00:47:27,179 --> 00:47:39,989 where I was going to be at like, I don't want to be homeless. I want to make sure I can survive. And I'm thankful that I don't have that worry anymore. And I
253 00:47:39,989 --> 00:47:43,529 want all of you to have that feeling that sense of accomplishment.
254 00:47:49,349 --> 00:48:03,119 There's a lot of folks in here don't want to hear this part. But it's the truth. If you don't live right, if you don't do the right things to other people.
255 00:48:04,889 --> 00:48:17,759 Because listen. And Danny, you hear me? I appreciate you coming out saying that the things that you've been making for everyone. And yes, you do. Those things
256 00:48:17,759 --> 00:48:29,159 do you say about me? You came out, Reese, they're not true. I appreciate that. But because you profess and you believe that's the reason why I haven't touched
257 00:48:29,159 --> 00:48:39,779 you. That's why I'll come back and say anything to you. Just not my audience. I don't do that to a brother in Christ. And I understand what you're doing. You
258 00:48:39,779 --> 00:48:55,799 want attention to traffic, I get it. But the things you said everyone knows are true. But I have been a blessed man. My entire life. I've had so many blessings,
259 00:48:56,219 --> 00:49:11,609 not just in the markets, not in trading, not just in relationships, but my source. My real secret is my relationship with Christ. That's it. And I always
260 00:49:11,609 --> 00:49:22,799 said before, I'm not a poster child. For Christianity. I'm not the model Christian. As you can see, when I get chemically imbalanced, I lose control my
261 00:49:22,799 --> 00:49:35,969 tongue sometimes I'm like Peter many times, I got Foot and Mouth Disease, my mouth. But I and I talked to all of you. I'm talking to you. Like you are my
262 00:49:35,969 --> 00:49:46,919 best friend, or my son or my daughter. And I think you can hear it when I'm talking to you. Because I mean when I say and I live these experiences, I've
263 00:49:46,919 --> 00:50:01,139 done these things. And I'm not asking anything for it. I've proven that millions and millions of dollars a year for six years and I chose to stop I guarantee if
264 00:50:01,139 --> 00:50:09,059 I went on Twitter right now and said, Okay, I'm looking at shop right now. And Jesus name, I swear to God, I'm never doing this again. But I'm telling you, if
265 00:50:09,059 --> 00:50:18,419 I did it right now I'm posted on Twitter, I look at mentorship again. If I double the price, I probably have millions of dollars in the p&l account before
266 00:50:18,449 --> 00:50:34,079 Monday. This is the way it is. And you should be thankful that I don't do that. I don't need to do that. I don't want to do it. So if my, if my experience was I
267 00:50:34,079 --> 00:50:41,969 see this guy, he comes out and says these things that I do, and then watch all the other people prove that they can do it, they're recording their entries or
268 00:50:41,969 --> 00:50:57,449 management on YouTube. That should encourage you. And then to watch this person step away from making millions of easy money. It's really easy. But it's hard
269 00:50:57,449 --> 00:51:11,219 managing all the personalities. So I'm gonna manage all your personalities. I'm gonna do it where there's no business ties between us. And we understand that
270 00:51:11,219 --> 00:51:24,029 the work is all yours. And you know, I'm motivated because I love doing this. And you want someone to teach you this passionate, she was basically lukewarm.
271 00:51:25,109 --> 00:51:35,579 No, she wants is on fire that literally lives and breathes this stuff. And I have done that for 30 years. I absolutely love this industry. I love this
272 00:51:35,579 --> 00:51:47,219 business. I love the people. I love the whole, the whole idea of it, the lifestyle, everything. And it isn't about Lambo lifestyle. It's about peace of
273 00:51:47,219 --> 00:51:59,249 mind, knowing that I don't need your friggin paychecks. I don't need to ask for permission, that I can go on vacation. I'm gonna tell you how much money I'm
274 00:51:59,249 --> 00:52:09,659 making this week, you aren't setting a limit on how much money I'm gonna make. That's a mindset that nobody can understand or appreciate until they live that.
275 00:52:10,079 --> 00:52:20,399 And I'm trying my damnedest to do that for all of you, I'm providing the tools, I'm blazing the trail for you, all you gotta do is keep up with me. Just keep
276 00:52:20,399 --> 00:52:27,719 up. That's all you gotta do show up every day, do the things I'm telling you to do, and don't do the things I tell you not to do. If you do those things, I
277 00:52:27,719 --> 00:52:41,819 promise you, you will get this. And once you have it, it's yours. Nobody can take it from you. Nobody can say you aren't gonna amount to shit. You're gonna
278 00:52:41,819 --> 00:52:48,599 be just like the rest of us working shit jobs. Because guess where that came from? An uncle and my family.
279 00:52:50,130 --> 00:53:08,040 Well, he was digging graves in Holly Hill Cemetery. When he retired. I'm digging graves on the people on the other side of my trades. Get it on the way it is. I
280 00:53:08,040 --> 00:53:20,370 had analogies that make it seem like it's a sport that's on you. I always wanted this war is always in war. Because I've wrestled with demons inside me as a
281 00:53:20,370 --> 00:53:30,420 young boy. And that's what motivated me. I didn't have a hero. I didn't have a mentor. I didn't have a guy that could sit out here and encouraged me and talk
282 00:53:30,420 --> 00:53:42,930 about something beforehand. And it unfolds precisely week after week after week. You guys are fortunate. And I'm blessed to be that person for you. I love it. I
283 00:53:42,930 --> 00:53:51,960 love it. So in a lot of ways, I guess God prepared me to be this person because I had to do a lot of stuff to understand and appreciate what it is that you're
284 00:53:51,960 --> 00:54:02,730 in a mentor. And you may not even realize what it is you're looking for ntdc Once you taste this kind of way of learning, there's no other way of doing it.
285 00:54:03,960 --> 00:54:17,850 It just makes sense. If I tell yourself here style there, you've learned nothing but trust my decisions. But if I take you to the chart and I say Look here is
286 00:54:18,180 --> 00:54:35,130 where we are by sizes I'm looking for need to go to that level now. There's a learning how many times have you seen me call something it didn't come to
287 00:54:35,130 --> 00:54:36,690 fruition? Maybe
288 00:54:45,329 --> 00:54:58,259 my son obviously some of the guys out there, they're afraid that their account challenges get shrunk my son who was 18 years I think I've already done so far
289 00:54:59,039 --> 00:55:18,809 the A broker that my son uses rigged up, Tim says, Thank you and your father? And is he posting your statements? And how does he have access to your
290 00:55:18,809 --> 00:55:35,579 statements? And they're probably gonna close your account if you do have a response and respond to each one independently. So what difference does it make?
291 00:55:37,589 --> 00:55:45,569 And who developed businesses if he wants to put his own trade statements in my email box, or put them online if he wants to? I've never seen a broker ever say
292 00:55:45,569 --> 00:55:58,829 something like that? Like, why wouldn't they want someone that shows accountability? Makes you wonder. Now, he hasn't reported any trouble whatsoever
293 00:55:58,859 --> 00:56:09,959 with them clearing histories. So I was kind of shocked when he pushed in a text and he shown Hey, that is what the what I do. You reply to him telling the
294 00:56:09,959 --> 00:56:10,289 truth?
295 00:56:15,719 --> 00:56:29,099 I think I think they're afraid that it's me behind these trades. And that would be against the law. And that's not going on. How else would someone that entered
296 00:56:29,099 --> 00:56:42,209 and open the account of admitting that they don't have any experience all of a sudden runs up from the lows he had that? I was gonna be wondering too. But he's
297 00:56:42,209 --> 00:56:56,339 pushing the buttons. And he has to close his account. That's fine. There's plenty other brokers out there. But as far as what he's trading, I sit with him.
298 00:56:56,909 --> 00:57:06,059 I explained to him how certain moves form. I'm like, what I've done with you, and all that basic stuff. And now he's not trading and he wouldn't even
299 00:57:06,059 --> 00:57:15,059 understand it. Unless he gets in the marketplace. He has to taste it, see it, live and breathe it, take money from the market and have money taken from him.
300 00:57:15,569 --> 00:57:24,749 You have to have those experiences. And I put him in those situations, with conversation saying, What do you think would happen if you buy in right here.
301 00:57:27,029 --> 00:57:36,689 And he's excited to get in a trade, but he's not in a rush to get in. If anything, he's reluctant. So I know what he's afraid he's afraid of getting it
302 00:57:36,689 --> 00:57:50,819 wrong in my eyes. He doesn't want to fail. And I can't stress this enough, Caleb, you have made me so proud. The fact that you're doing it, I love that. I
303 00:57:50,819 --> 00:57:53,549 know he's gonna succeed because I'm gonna fucking guarantee
304 00:58:03,570 --> 00:58:15,660 it's hard for me to him. Because he wants to walk in My sight, flawlessly. And I don't expect that many of my kids. And when you have kids, or if you have them,
305 00:58:15,690 --> 00:58:28,350 you know what it means to feel that they can't, they can't do anyone anything wrong, because they're your kids. They make bad decisions. Just steal your kids.
306 00:58:29,790 --> 00:58:43,470 But with this, I have waited so long for this. And I'm pouring my every to him. And I don't want him to be fearful of losing a fearful losing losing. That is a
307 00:58:43,470 --> 00:58:56,190 tax on success. You're going to have dimensions man, it's just the way it is. I lose I get it wrong. It doesn't matter. I still beat their ass. That's the way
308 00:58:56,190 --> 00:59:06,090 you have to look at it. Every sports team every sport they don't win every down every any every whatever the hell is your sport, saying I'm trying to draw other
309 00:59:06,090 --> 00:59:18,690 analogies to somebody you don't want to hear the war story stuff. Every day isn't going to be a losing day. And I want you to understand that if he does
310 00:59:18,690 --> 00:59:31,140 this, and he has a losing day. I'm not looking down on him. I want to see does it affect you on the other side of that loss? That's what I'm interested in. As
311 00:59:31,140 --> 00:59:38,100 his father and as an instructor in terms of trading. I want to see how does it affect him mentally? Because I'll tell you right now, when I was younger, when I
312 00:59:38,100 --> 00:59:46,710 lost I was pissed off. I hated everybody. I couldn't easily snap the neck of somebody that came up to me as soon as I dusted 35 hours when I traded I knew
313 00:59:46,710 --> 00:59:58,110 damn well before I got out of that thing. But now the next person speaks to me it's his fault. You did this to me, You know what I mean? You know I'm talking
314 00:59:58,110 --> 01:00:14,400 about so many The wives and girlfriends and boyfriends have suffered so many times the time caused that pain, you want to find some way to put it out there,
315 01:00:14,910 --> 01:00:26,580 that takes it away from you. That's what trading is. You eat it, and you swallow it. It's good medicine, because it makes you the trader, that bad stuff that
316 01:00:26,580 --> 01:00:36,750 happens here. That's what every wildly profitable trader has done a lot of they eat that they took those shots.
317 01:00:39,570 --> 01:00:52,410 And that's why many of you are absolutely going to find that this is the most impossible thing for you to do. And it's impossible for everybody in the
318 01:00:52,410 --> 01:01:00,780 beginning. Until you get that mindset I mentioned earlier, where you know what, nothing's gonna deter me from doing this. I know it's going to feel like I want
319 01:01:00,780 --> 01:01:07,950 to quit sometimes, it's going to feel like this is a bunch of shit. I can't do it. I can't learn this. I'm frustrated. You didn't do what I want. I don't even
320 01:01:07,950 --> 01:01:15,750 know what the hell the biases. Everybody's asking all the time I Spy spy. I'm literally teaching you buy stocks. I'm taking you into the chart telling you
321 01:01:16,050 --> 01:01:25,080 here it is. This is what I'm pointing to. If it's above the market, is that a bearish bias? No. If I'm falling below the market price, and I'm saying look at
322 01:01:25,080 --> 01:01:37,650 this level here, nope, that is that bullish? No. I I'm teaching you by doing it with you. I'm showing you. I'm teaching you how to avoid when you're going to
323 01:01:37,650 --> 01:01:48,000 blow your account. I know that intimately. I did a lot of that in the 90s. Okay, no problem telling you. I got metals, I got purple hearts for blowing out
324 01:01:48,060 --> 01:02:00,480 accounts in the 1990s. I did it in stunning fashion style. I did it live on a truck working 13 hours a day eating driving with my left foot laying on the
325 01:02:00,480 --> 01:02:14,670 steering wheel going over the tea bridge. High winds. That's like trading full margin it's not. And that's how I was trading market. Crude oil market, go
326 01:02:14,700 --> 01:02:28,290 features and all that stuff, and losing my ass the whole time dealing with that account, it's gonna take me six weeks to save another. Now, guess what? Nobody
327 01:02:28,290 --> 01:02:38,640 could have told me ever. That was a dumb decision. Because I knew in my heart, I have tasted what it feels like the wind. And those winds were more than my
328 01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:53,370 monthly income gross. Let that vote by again. It'll never leave you alone. It'll never ever leave you alone. So you might as well just roll your sleeves up.
329 01:02:54,240 --> 01:03:04,890 Except the fact that it's going to take some work, it's gonna take some effort on your part. Put in the time and work. Differ all your weekend warrior stuff
330 01:03:04,890 --> 01:03:13,140 that you want to hang out with your buddies and go out with your girlfriends and go buy what's on sale. Stop all that. Invest your time and your mind in
331 01:03:13,140 --> 01:03:23,550 yourself. Because I'm telling you right now, there isn't anybody there. I don't know anybody that went to college. That makes as much money as I have. I don't
332 01:03:23,550 --> 01:03:36,570 know anybody like that. College didn't do that for them. Now business owners. Yeah, that's the way you do it. But employees. My opinion is, even an average
333 01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:48,420 consistently profitable trader will slap the moneybags out of the best of any employee of any company. Because you're not limited. That company says how much
334 01:03:48,420 --> 01:03:59,790 you're gonna make. You're an employee, you're subservient. I'm not subservient to anybody. The Lord, but outside of him. I ain't gonna listen, nobody. Nobody
335 01:03:59,790 --> 01:04:10,440 tells you what my schedule is. No one tells me what I can and can't. Nobody puts a limit on how much I can earn. And folks, listen, I got out of the teaching
336 01:04:10,440 --> 01:04:21,960 business. But I can roll right into a signal service right now. I'm not going to just say you know. But if you learn how to do this, you don't need to have money
337 01:04:22,740 --> 01:04:33,810 to do it. You don't need learn the skill set, and then prove to everyone online, that you can do it consistently. I guarantee you, they will throw money at you.
338 01:04:34,710 --> 01:04:43,770 They will throw it at you. If they could just watch what you're doing beforehand. I teach this with my students all the time. I have a lot of folks
339 01:04:43,770 --> 01:04:56,760 that are literally barely scraping by. There's no way they're going to open up 100,000 trading account or not. So those funded accounts, I think they're
340 01:04:56,760 --> 01:05:06,690 they're a good idea. Are they all good? No. No Do I have a reputation of doing this? No, I've never done I will never tell you this company or that company
341 01:05:06,690 --> 01:05:20,640 over another. But the skill set once you know it, folks, Listen, man, this is not hatred, this is really real. You can sit in front of a chart, determine
342 01:05:20,640 --> 01:05:31,140 where it's gonna go, where it's not gonna go and eat delivers consistently. That's a skill set very, very few people can do on this planet. Even folks that
343 01:05:31,140 --> 01:05:40,050 are outside what I teach, and they're consistently profitable, you have a system, you know that you are part of a society that is so minimal. We're like
344 01:05:40,050 --> 01:05:43,770 The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. And generally,
345 01:05:45,329 --> 01:05:56,489 please don't get on me about the gender stuff. It is what it is. But you're an exceptional breed of person. If you can sit down and interpret these charts, and
346 01:05:56,669 --> 01:06:05,519 read it Heelys. And you earn those stripes, whether you're doing what I do, or another way of doing it, I ain't gonna not everybody is consistently making
347 01:06:05,519 --> 01:06:13,949 money. Who can do that? Nobody should Nobody, Nobody has anything to say about anybody that's making money. Because if you're making bread doing this stuff,
348 01:06:14,249 --> 01:06:17,519 you arrived. Nobody's going to tell you different.
349 01:06:23,610 --> 01:06:34,800 So I drive around on Saturday. And I think about how I'm going to improve my son. And I basically congratulate myself every week. Kinda like Snoop Dogg, and
350 01:06:34,800 --> 01:06:48,960 I thank myself. Like to thank me. Thank you. So I do that, but also talk to God. Thank you. For most of everything I had it says, it gives it to me. But the
351 01:06:48,960 --> 01:06:52,440 model my son's working on this is the second Lamborghini so
352 01:06:59,429 --> 01:07:15,209 there's a green one earlier I said and I love here, vibrations camera, that's the same drive up to the Krispy Kreme that never got paid follow me around. I
353 01:07:15,209 --> 01:07:26,339 got a Tuesday night on campus. But I talked to my son a lot about what he wants to do like where he sees himself. Now he obviously knows that we can live way
354 01:07:26,339 --> 01:07:40,829 way more fluid than I do. He because he's been working. I mean, your warehouse, Job Work second shift, he goes in three o'clock and gets off at 11 is normal in
355 01:07:40,829 --> 01:07:49,349 time. Sometimes they keep him over if there's things they gotta finish. And he does all the heavy lifting part, he sets up stuff on pallets, and he's not doing
356 01:07:49,349 --> 01:07:59,429 an easy job for a lot of money. It's for him because he's not, you know, he's not muscular. He's not built like a sheep or cows. He's literally, you know, a
357 01:07:59,429 --> 01:08:13,769 young, thin guy. So he's working hard backwards all the time now. And I knew if I left him in it long enough, he would come to me with that desire to. And
358 01:08:13,769 --> 01:08:21,749 hourly some of you out here may be judgmental about that. But I'll tell you this, when I was raised by my grandfather, because my father is absolutely a
359 01:08:21,749 --> 01:08:29,789 contract murderer. His name is Michael Joe Harrington. He is serving two consecutive life sentences plus 20 years. And he picked up more time when he
360 01:08:29,789 --> 01:08:45,659 broke out on me on penitentiary in 1983. Okay, so there you go. My grandfather raised me and he raised me as a hardline Navy man. Laziness was not accepted.
361 01:08:46,889 --> 01:09:02,189 You have because you earned it. If you didn't earn it, you don't have it. And when I was younger, I was going to just give money to my kids. And I talked
362 01:09:02,189 --> 01:09:10,199 about how I was going to do it openly. And a lot of folks. You think this is a good idea. And at first I was pissed off. I can't tell you tell me how to raise
363 01:09:10,199 --> 01:09:20,579 my kids. But one guy said inverted email to me one day, he says, he says like Michael, I love what you do. I think you're genuine nice guy. But I don't think
364 01:09:20,579 --> 01:09:29,249 it's a good idea for you to give your kids money. You should make them earn it. And he went through the list of reasons why. And he actually talked about how he
365 01:09:29,249 --> 01:09:41,639 was getting money by his father went all the wrong directions. And in fact, that's what got my father where he was my birth biological father, Michael Joe
366 01:09:41,639 --> 01:09:56,699 Harrington, who is again in Jessup, Maryland, warehouse corrections. Look it up if you want to do some research on it. He was a murderer. He did it for money,
367 01:09:57,179 --> 01:10:10,589 because he had a heroin addiction that he picked up leaves in the end Not before he went to Vietnam. He was drafted. He didn't want to join. My mother, my mother
368 01:10:10,589 --> 01:10:22,289 and him got together. Obviously. He was one of these guys that came from a family that had money. Not a lot of money, but they had money. And they gave him
369 01:10:22,289 --> 01:10:33,779 the apartment, they set him up and he got him a car, several cars always gave him cash and he was spoiled. And he did shit that you saw people do make stupid
370 01:10:33,779 --> 01:10:44,369 decisions. He got married and then slept with my mom, when she was underage. Mostly born, she was going to abort me. He told her I'm gonna cut your throat,
371 01:10:44,399 --> 01:10:57,149 you're gonna hear if you kill that baby. And that's the reason why you hear my voice. That's the only thing my father did for me. He's never spent any time
372 01:10:57,149 --> 01:11:15,689 with me. He never did anything with me, ever. But my grandfather raised me. I live with him. So, my son Caleb, I pushed him into a similar shot. He has
373 01:11:15,779 --> 01:11:33,239 grandparents that are not doing well. My mother in law, she has cancer. Lung cancer, she's got like, half of one a little less than half. Her husband is
374 01:11:33,269 --> 01:11:45,779 failing. But we don't know how long he's gonna be around. We were surprised he's still here. So my son does two things. He lives with them to help them many
375 01:11:45,779 --> 01:11:56,069 ways, like a hospice. Not that they're on their deathbed. But he does a lot of things for them that they can't physically do. And he
376 01:11:56,070 --> 01:12:09,930 works his second shift job when they are resting in the evening time. So the assholes out there to try to judge my parenting, or my kids. None of my kids are
377 01:12:09,930 --> 01:12:21,930 profitable, successful millionaire traders that I'm about to meet. My oldest son, he invested in crypto, a little bit of money last year, and I tell him Get
378 01:12:21,930 --> 01:12:31,920 out, please listen to any song. No, just the way it is. We had a volume, does he want to help set him up with cash and he wanted to be like my dad. And I told
379 01:12:31,920 --> 01:12:44,160 him, I'm not gonna do that. And we have not talked since then. He does things in his life. And some of them could get him in trouble. But he hasn't listened. But
380 01:12:44,160 --> 01:12:54,480 he's a man. And he has to take these consequences. But he has lost a lot of his money. Because he didn't listen. I told all of you crypto was gonna crash. I
381 01:12:54,480 --> 01:13:03,060 don't shake crypto. So please stop asking me and I'm not going to talk about how many concepts work or don't work in them. I don't believe in crypto. So if
382 01:13:03,060 --> 01:13:10,560 you're trading crypto and you make money, congratulations, but don't attribute to me because I didn't help you do it. But if you lose money, don't complain to
383 01:13:10,560 --> 01:13:25,890 me because I said, don't eat it. I say to my son Caleb all the time. I'm like, Look, you've never complained about any of the things that you're going through
384 01:13:25,890 --> 01:13:36,210 right now. And that's exactly how I was. I didn't complain that I had to stay within earshot. That had to be right around the corner to take my grandmother to
385 01:13:36,210 --> 01:13:43,470 the bathroom because she couldn't walk. I didn't complain about that. I just thought that's what I had to do. What was I going to compare it to? I didn't
386 01:13:43,470 --> 01:13:57,960 have anything else to compare to. Just like Caleb so now he has the right mindset that all my children, he has the right mindset. He has worked menial
387 01:13:57,960 --> 01:14:09,630 jobs in me. Nothing hates his friggin career. Okay, because it's not even a career. He barely gives him any money. His back hurts every single day. And he
388 01:14:09,630 --> 01:14:26,940 wants to finally do his own thing. That's the fertile mind that I need. He knows what it tastes like to be living like that. He never one time. complained that.
389 01:14:27,180 --> 01:14:43,470 Can you just do this for me? He's never asked me for anything. He's never done that. Other kids always ask. That's not my guess. But Caleb wants to just be
390 01:14:43,470 --> 01:14:56,700 able to earn enough money to not worry about money. He's not even trying to be rich. And that's how you get rich. Folks, you get rich when you don't try to get
391 01:14:56,700 --> 01:15:08,490 rich. When you do something With with passion that you want to do well, because you enjoy it and you love it, you need to make trading like that. And that
392 01:15:08,490 --> 01:15:16,920 starts by doing analysis and loving the analysis, back testing, reading price charts, and just poring over top of it and not finding anything else that would
393 01:15:16,920 --> 01:15:20,910 be more interesting except for your relationships. Because they're important, you got to balance that
394 01:15:27,240 --> 01:15:40,980 and go for it. But I asked him, I said, you know, I think you're in the right mindset. Now. I think you have gotten to the point where you're mature. And I
395 01:15:40,980 --> 01:15:50,970 think if you sit down with that, and literally watch the charts with me, I show you certain things, I believe you'll be able to do this, but I need to make sure
396 01:15:50,970 --> 01:16:04,920 that you bring your own personality into this. So character and to describe him. He's He's socially awkward. He's introverted, like I am. But if he's comfortable
397 01:16:04,920 --> 01:16:18,030 with like me, I'll just go on and on and shut up. Never. Okay, I stopped talking obviously. He seemed like, but if he's not comfortable, he won't speak at all.
398 01:16:18,540 --> 01:16:26,730 And that's how I am. I don't know something about something I don't talk about. My kids will tell you that though. If that's not talking about hidden, we know,
399 01:16:26,730 --> 01:16:35,970 he doesn't know anything about that, because he's not saying anything. But it is not word, Bible, God. And I can talk and talk and talk and talk talk and never
400 01:16:35,970 --> 01:16:46,410 run out of anything else to say, and it's, it's honestly, I'm wired. He's like that. He hasn't had a lot of friends yet one friend. That's how it was, when I
401 01:16:46,410 --> 01:17:01,860 was younger, I had one friend, Sean, he, my son Caleb, he is not confident in himself. And he's unsure about a lot of the decisions that he's gonna make. And
402 01:17:02,040 --> 01:17:13,020 channels that in to his charting ideas, he doesn't want to do it wrong in front of me. So focusing on is fixing those issues, and it won't be an easy fix, it's
403 01:17:13,170 --> 01:17:25,140 going to take the rest of the year longer to overcome that. And you probably know what that feels like. Even if you're trading the smallest of leverage. You
404 01:17:25,140 --> 01:17:35,580 don't want to be wrong, not because you're in front of your father. But because being wrong sucks. But you need to have someone to remind you that being wrong
405 01:17:35,580 --> 01:17:44,400 is part of this. And it doesn't end your career. It doesn't stop you folks. It does if you over leveraged and you've overtrain and you just go crazy. Yeah,
406 01:17:44,790 --> 01:17:54,240 those individual incremental losing positions will take you out of the game. That's what I was teaching you this week. This is the kind of week, every single
407 01:17:54,240 --> 01:18:04,890 month that will do that to you. If you push too hard. You'll lose your account. Look through the tweets, saying Friday, regret. Not a lot of most of them is
408 01:18:04,890 --> 01:18:13,500 like this is great. This is awesome. But there's people in here that say, I wish I would have listened to you. And that's the person I'm talking to right now.
409 01:18:15,450 --> 01:18:26,460 I'm not talking to the person who already knows my stuff works and making money. I'm talking to the folks that are on the fence are about ready to throw in the
410 01:18:26,460 --> 01:18:37,770 towel, say I can't do this. No, you can. And you're not gonna quit. It is pitching. Pitching is part of it. I mentioned and quit so many times in the 90s
411 01:18:37,770 --> 01:18:45,540 I quit. Every three months I quit. I quit every single time until I had enough money to account. That's exactly what I was doing. I was quitting until I had
412 01:18:45,540 --> 01:19:03,420 enough margin above another account. So you know, that's addicted. And you have to be an addict in this to stick with it. Because cheerleaders don't exist in
413 01:19:03,420 --> 01:19:14,280 this. It doesn't work like that. You have to cheerlead yourself. You got to be the person that says, You know what, I'm worth doing this work. And it's doesn't
414 01:19:14,280 --> 01:19:22,560 seem conventional, it doesn't make any sense that you would expect to sit in front of these charts and look at these lines and expect them to be translating
415 01:19:22,560 --> 01:19:35,730 into income going into your bank account. But guess what, folks? That's exactly when you do it, right. That's exactly what happens. But, but if you do it wrong,
416 01:19:35,850 --> 01:19:44,340 and you will do it, I do it wrong. You're gonna do it wrong. Or sometimes the markets just gonna suddenly do something that you didn't expect. And guess what
417 01:19:44,370 --> 01:19:54,180 that usually happens for me, so that's the reason why don't treat it. Very simple way. I don't know why it's hard for me to get that logic because I don't
418 01:19:54,180 --> 01:20:03,090 have an edge and there's been there's days you might congratulations, kudos to you. I'm not knocking you If you can, I'm not here to lie, you're trying to size
419 01:20:03,090 --> 01:20:06,120 up anybody because you made money on Thursday, probably. I don't care about that.
420 01:20:13,500 --> 01:20:27,090 But my son, because he's indecisive, because he's unsure about himself. I'm kind of like guiding him into a model that seeks five points. And again, I gave an
421 01:20:27,090 --> 01:20:40,110 example someone asked him on Twitter. What does that mean? I said for like he wants to trade just even s&p, which is he's already tasted, as that moves a
422 01:20:40,110 --> 01:20:53,910 little too quick for him doesn't like that, this movement. He'll likely later on. But right now, he has a little bit more subdued, but it can be wild and it
423 01:20:53,910 --> 01:21:07,080 needs to be but five points in the morning would be like buying it for one even or 4100 on the s&p, and then having a limit order to sell it at 4105. So you
424 01:21:07,080 --> 01:21:20,610 would get five points, times $50 on one contract to enter the box. So I'm trying to get him a model that repeats that once in the morning, afternoon. He's going
425 01:21:20,610 --> 01:21:30,960 to be going in every single day looking for it. But it has to have certain roles and expectations. And once we settled in on that, I promise you, I will share
426 01:21:31,140 --> 01:21:43,530 what he's doing. Because I'm gonna tell you what he's made with it. So there's not a demo account. Okay? If we have to use a different broker, and say, like,
427 01:21:43,530 --> 01:21:56,340 say he closes his account, I'm going to make their statements that he gave me, I'm gonna give him the forum with me. The shoulder, so they're not stalking.
428 01:21:57,060 --> 01:22:06,750 Okay, but to keep his account open, let them sleep at night by not cursing him while he's trading with them, that he won't do it. But I don't need to make
429 01:22:06,750 --> 01:22:18,570 anything photoshopped or fake. I'm gonna Photoshop something. I'm gonna Photoshop. A mustache or a beard. Something stupid trading. I don't need to make
430 01:22:18,570 --> 01:22:24,900 anything fake about that. Okay, I can do it. And just like you're learning, you're gonna learn how to do it. And it's fun when people doubt you. I know.
431 01:22:25,410 --> 01:22:36,210 Danny young guys want to go out here and just smash everybody's head. You ever asked yourself why you want to do that? Why? What is it about because some of
432 01:22:36,210 --> 01:22:47,010 you really want to go out there and do mainly venting. Like, I need you to defend my honor. I don't need any, I enjoy it. Bottom line is this. If you feel
433 01:22:47,010 --> 01:23:00,750 like you gotta go out there and prove yourself. Listen, folks, this is for the young guys. And Danny, this is YouTube. You were scarred. Some time in your
434 01:23:00,750 --> 01:23:22,110 life. You had something cut you so bad that you had something taken from you. Somebody that you loved. Cut you so deeply. That now you have a wound, that
435 01:23:22,110 --> 01:23:35,070 nothing can fill it except for you, proving to them that you are better than they thought you were. You were worth more than they thought you were and then
436 01:23:35,160 --> 01:23:45,510 hurt you. And you want to prove it to them. But because you can't prove it to them. You're going to prove it to anybody and everyone that gets in front of
437 01:23:45,510 --> 01:23:52,470 you. And I tell you this because that's how I live my I can't
438 01:23:58,200 --> 01:24:02,850 wait to see it again and then embrace it and Tang and this cube
439 01:24:08,490 --> 01:24:09,240 is proud of me
440 01:24:14,880 --> 01:24:31,740 I hear his words every day in my head. And it was hard growing up under him because he was strict. But it shaped me into who I am. And because I can't
441 01:24:31,740 --> 01:24:50,340 satisfy that urge to prove to him that he did good on me. When I was younger, I Flextone everybody, everybody for it and I'm about to turn 50 In a couple of
442 01:24:50,340 --> 01:25:05,970 weeks and it's weird when you start looking at that each and so young guys don't think it's gonna happen to you anytime. It's quick, you get here real quick. You
443 01:25:05,970 --> 01:25:14,820 start looking at things differently. And things don't matter. Like they feel like they matter for you right now. I get here and do all kinds of things,
444 01:25:14,820 --> 01:25:28,350 folks. But when you're done doing it, pay out isn't nowhere near as much as you expected it to be. And the bottom line is this, nobody cares. Nobody cares. So
445 01:25:28,350 --> 01:25:39,000 really, you're just doing it for yourself on reasons that aren't really worth it. So if you're in trading, to prove yourself worth somebody else, if you're
446 01:25:39,000 --> 01:25:51,480 doing it wrong, you're going to do it wrong. Because of that, you're going to try to push too hard when you shouldn't. You're not going to follow the rules,
447 01:25:51,510 --> 01:26:04,410 because you have a vendetta, you have something to prove. When it's a process that you have to follow, not going to prove something to somebody else. No.
448 01:26:05,190 --> 01:26:16,320 Because if you follow the process correctly, they'll trust me. If they're paying any attention to you, they'll notice it did remind them of it. That's wisdom
449 01:26:16,320 --> 01:26:26,430 that comes when you start getting older. I didn't have that as a 20 year old. I don't care what people think of me anymore, because I live my life. I live my
450 01:26:26,430 --> 01:26:37,830 life, I live my life, I've done things that no employer could have gifted me with bonuses and salaries that wasn't gonna take me to a point where I can
451 01:26:37,830 --> 01:26:47,310 afford things I have now. And I had a skill set that new college would ever teach you. And guess what? institutionalized at this college, it's free day,
452 01:26:47,760 --> 01:26:59,310 there's no financial aid needed. It's show up and put the work in. We don't get the plumbers around here. Your diploma is your account, bro. And that's it.
453 01:26:59,310 --> 01:27:08,310 That's your GPA, you want your GPA to be high. You work at that. Nobody gives that to you. You earn it here. And when you earn it, nobody can take it from
454 01:27:08,310 --> 01:27:14,370 you. Nobody can minimize it. Nobody can make fun of it. Nobody can talk down to you at all.
455 01:27:16,860 --> 01:27:31,020 When and that is what I'm trying to do with my son Taylor. Because I know I'm going to turn this boy into a savage. I'm going to make this motherfucking boy,
456 01:27:31,320 --> 01:27:44,100 so monstrous, he is absolutely going to rip the shit out of these markets. There ain't going to be nobody is ever going to be able to step this boy. Nobody and I
457 01:27:44,100 --> 01:27:53,820 guarantee you I'm putting my fucking life on this. My son's fucking name is going to be on the historical board of that Latin province cup. And he's gonna
458 01:27:53,820 --> 01:28:06,900 fucking destroy Larry Williams. About that. Caleb Huddleston is gonna pick up Larry Williams record. You know without celebrate like a motherfucker. I'm gonna
459 01:28:06,900 --> 01:28:15,900 livestream that shit. When they fucking do the audit. He's gonna do it. He's gonna fucking do it. And I'm gonna shove that straight up your fucking answers
460 01:28:15,900 --> 01:28:22,530 you motherfucking trolls and I'm gonna login bit of it. I'm gonna be the proudest Papa you've ever fucking seen. I'm gonna be prancing around a fucking
461 01:28:22,530 --> 01:28:30,690 peacock and a fucking thing you can do about it? You ain't gonna stop it if you keep your fucking beating you fucking join it. You join it i Guaran fucking tee
462 01:28:30,690 --> 01:28:34,230 you you will never even come fucking close
463 01:28:39,390 --> 01:28:46,140 like a crescendo it's common until next time
464 01:29:04,260 --> 01:29:04,500 okay,