039-ict-tw-spaces-2023-08-20-Lost-In-Transistion-Prevention

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Outline

00:40 - Transition Prevention.

- Welcome back to the show. Today's topic is transition prevention, where to go from a neophyte to a trader who knows how to trade properly.
- The end goal for each of you is different.
- For many of you, the definition of success is going to be widely different. For others, it may be a specific dollar amount or a list of materialistic things.

04:16 - Don’t get lost in the transition.

- It is important that you don't get lost in the transition. You may have impulsiveness inside of you that wants to change everything you're doing completely, abandon it and do something entirely different.
- The model 2022 is an amplification of optimal trade entry, like oot on steroids.
- Carl brings the work and shows her by this is what he's building his new patio on the back of his porch or house.
- Your task as a trader is to build a toolbox of things that work really well for you that you've run an affinity for.

11:06 - Mentorship core content and how to use it.

- Mentorship core content is a way of thinking and formulating a procedure that you have to adopt as a trader, whether it is what the market does or what it doesn't do is irrelevant.
- The inner demons that everyone has, greed, failure, fear of missing out, impatience, and feeling insignificant.
- You have to have a high-timeframe mindset and model to use a higher-time frame mindset.
- There is a difference between taking notes and doing further study on things that mean more to you about a specific topic, and understanding something that is more paramount.

17:11 - You’re going to lose because you're impatient.

- The importance of having a clear instruction manual and a clear user manual, and why impatience is one of the biggest hurdles for patients.
- The biggest hurdle for patients, patience.
- Why impatience is superior to the desire for them to reach their success, and why they don't give a shit about being successful.
- The transition from neophyte to breakeven.
- A 20-year-old hotshot, thinking he was going to own the world. Nine months of horseshoe up his ass, and it's time for humility.
- A low-income family with one college graduate.

23:19 - How to get out of your own way.

- The two moments in his life when he realized he didn't want to work the rest of his life like this.
- The importance of having a well-defined measure of success.
- If you're not organized, not journaling, and not measuring progress against yourself, you're going to fail. You're gonna be a failure.
- The comic strip approach to this is wrong.
- When he was a 20-year-old trader, he took the money back and eventually got rolled dozens of times later on. He believes that when he did it, it was skill.
- He believes that at some point, you have to abandon poor logic and replace it with something organized.

30:02 - You’re doing it wrong by taking advice from insignificant people.

- You're doing it wrong on insignificant knowledge and understanding. These are the people that are the ones that are not already wealthy about how to get wealthy.
- The problem with this industry, either you're promoting horseshit or scooping it up.
- Listen to me, folks, because it's the only time I'm going to say it, and I need to get it out. If you're just trying to learn the vocabulary from me, talk about something that's already happened, and you're not showing how you can actually use the information you're talking about.

36:41 - How to get rid of social media.

- He's coming with the receipts. Please, come on in November. Please don't come back and roll in the sunset quietly. Please. Please please please please, please. Please come over here. Come over here, do it. One week, baby, one week, and you would never touch me.
- He wouldn't even even even try to touch you.

39:49 - Two pathways to become a better trader.

- There are two pathways to becoming a very disciplined, precision-oriented trader, or to come in and say this is too hard.
- There was some drama this week outside of me.
- Propchops, prop burns, funded account companies, no horse in the race. None of them will get him to go into their company.
- What it will be like in 2024, 2025, 2026.
- Trading is easy, but it's hard to see people producing results outside of the community. The industry is now a test tube.
- What happens when several 100 people go in and do this.

46:11 - A wave of giants and titans.

- There is a wave of giants and titans that are going to be using what you have learned here and becoming major pillars in this industry.
- I want to be forgotten. I want to sit back and watch the ripples go out and become bigger.
- You don't listen to people. Record your trade from the beginning. You're making videos and recording your screen after the fact, so why don't you have the fucking recorder running when you're doing the trade?
- Nobody can really know what the market is random. You just have to take the statistics and work with that.

52:44 - Where to focus your time and energy?

- Why they teach from the left side of the chart, but you are learning that it is better to place all the emphasis and time of learning on the hard right edge.
- Don't do things that distract yourself from what you're trying to learn. Don't give time to the devil to steal, kill and destroy.
- Some of you will work through this and think that it took more time than you expected, but you're glad that you did it.

58:13 - What is your definition of success?

- If someone is on the other side of the curve, they are ripe for someone to swoop in and scare the shit out of you.
- Success is a lifestyle status.
- He wants to have yachts, his own helicopter and go through helicopter flight school, but he was told to stop pursuing it.
- He doesn't look like a 51 year old man.

01:03:32 - Does money make you happy? No.

- The 11th of November is the happiest time of the year because he will be available to his family like he has never been before.
- He lost his virginity to his wife on November 20. He snuck into her parents house naked and she came in.
- Be a trader, be a trader. Be a trader and be paid for it. Look at what he is doing and what he can afford to do.
- If he never takes another trade the rest of his life is highly doubtful, and his money is gone.

01:09:20 - How to choose happiness over everything else.

- Happiness is having your family know that you chose them over everything you've been doing your entire life calling it happiness.
- Some of you aren't prepared to think like that.
- In ninth grade, Wayne Stratemeyer was expelled from Kenwood high school for strangling a student in front of the whole class.
- Wayne's father was a contract murderer, and Wayne never drank alcohol because inside of him was rage, and if he gave himself the opportunity, he would probably commit murder.

01:15:34 - What’s going on in your head at night?

- How to deal with people who don't like you, respect you, care for you, or care about you or what you're desiring to do in your life.
- The importance of having your own identity, reducing inner circle trader, putting him down. It needs to happen.

01:18:23 - Don’t let people discourage you from making money.

- Don't let these people discourage you. Don't invite them to the conversation. There are people that are around you right now who want to see you fail.
- Turn some music on and not hard driving music, something that is memorable, no drama, no bullshit from broke motherfuckers.
- It would have been better if he would have handled himself in a way where whatever the fuck they said didn't matter, because back then it did. It hurt. It cut deep.
- He was not born with a silver spoon up his ass.

01:23:44 - Don't give room for the devil.

- Don't give room for the devil. Cast forth a vision, write it down, and stick to it every single day. Don't deviate from it.
- Ranch doritos.
- Imagine if things get even more expensive, meat, steak and chicken, all that's going to get even less expensive.
- Fast forward to 2022, fast forward, forgive me.
- 30 years in advance, you have to grab the grasshopper mentality, not the ant grasshoppers mentality.
- His daughter is the epitome of generation z, liberal mindset.

01:29:48 - How do you not know that craziness is coming?

- The world is going to go to shit in 2019, and the economy will be going to shit.
- The worst in September 11, 2001, the whole world went upside down, and you won't see the real ramifications until 18 months after, and we're seeing all kinds of shit.
- He told them growing up that this was coming before 2019. He told his private mentorship out before he even started mentorship.
- He was on twitter talking about it trump was going to get elected, and they were using the constitution as toilet paper.

01:35:45 - How are we going to make things work again?

- A click of a button, money could be gone just like yours, and everything is going to happen suddenly, boom, and people are going to be in shock.
- People are talking about aliens, ufos, aliens and bullshit. They're pulling everything out. All stops.
- You can't save money. You can't build wealth. You have to do what you can while you can, and that's not meant to inspire fear and panic.
- People have woke up to the bullshit they've been doing and the things that they want to do and implement.

01:41:52 - How to prepare for the worst.

- His wife has recently warmed up to a lot of things he has been telling her for years.
- He wants to make sure his family and closest friends have his attention.
- Get what you can acquire right now while you can, and have second amendment resources, whether you subscribe to them or not.
- Make it seem very convincing to people.
- Some of you can't do that, and it took me a while to get to that, but god inspired me to push on you.
- Think about how you can establish a hedge against higher prices.

01:48:31 - Happiness is peace.

- Happiness is peace of mind, having been broken poor and then having the life knowing that if you went back to broke, there's no reason to kill yourself.
- November 11 will be his last Twitter space.
- Letting go of the chip on the shoulder and chasing approval from a man who is gone.
- The importance of embracing the lessons learned early on and embracing them early on to stay focused and stay focused as a well-rounded human being.

Transcription

00:00:40,710 --> 00:00:55,260 ICT: Good morning, folks. Welcome back. So a little preoccupied yesterday, I meant to do this one on Saturday, but today's Sunday, so appreciate your
00:00:55,260 --> 00:01:12,240 patience. Lost in transition prevention. It's kind of a little bit of a play on words, because I'm going to talk about a couple things here. That may or may not
00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:25,470 be linked to one another, but they're on my mind. So therefore, I have to get them off my mind. So that way I can go about my business and not feel obsessive
00:01:25,470 --> 00:01:42,540 about it. So you think I'm teaching you I'm actually using this as a therapy session and venting? So the topic today is, where are you going? How are you
00:01:42,540 --> 00:01:51,420 transitioning from a neophyte that doesn't know very much about trading? Or maybe you know, a lot about trading, but just don't know how to trade properly?
00:01:52,890 --> 00:02:05,310 Where are you transitioning to? What is that end goal? For each of you, it's going to be different. And for many of you, the definition of success is going
00:02:05,310 --> 00:02:22,710 to be widely different. Some of you may have envisioned, just the fact that you don't have to go to work. That's it, you've, you've hit it, you're done. You've
00:02:22,740 --> 00:02:35,250 duplicated your salary, your job and then now you've basically got to the point where you don't need a job anymore. Others it's a specific dollar amount. Others
00:02:35,250 --> 00:02:45,900 it's a list of materialistic things that once you acquire them, then yes, then that means you are successful. In you know, in the past many times asked that
10 00:02:45,900 --> 00:02:57,210 question, you know, what frames are what constitutes success for you? And I'm asking you to do that. Now, again, because some of you might realize that you
11 00:02:57,210 --> 00:03:08,640 may have answered this question, previous Twitter spaces or Twitter posts made by touching on this very question, you know, what is success to you. And then I
12 00:03:08,640 --> 00:03:23,640 don't think it's enough just to say, just being better than I was yesterday, that's a, that's a process of measuring progress. That's not success. Success is
13 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:39,060 something that you can define, that has a very specific measurement that is very concise about what it is it's stating in terms of success, that means you are
14 00:03:39,060 --> 00:03:52,410 able to do something, are no longer forced to do something, you have new freedoms, you have financial independence, or wealth. All of you are going to
15 00:03:52,410 --> 00:04:04,530 have something that's totally different to somebody else that may reply. Some of you may have I want to be a billionaire. I'm not saying you can't. But let's
16 00:04:04,530 --> 00:04:14,040 first start talking about replacing your job. So many people want to just jump way ahead in the future and not realize there's a whole lot of work involved in
17 00:04:14,040 --> 00:04:26,850 between where you are right now. And where you want to be. And it's important that you don't get lost in the transition. Meaning that because of the things
18 00:04:26,850 --> 00:04:38,070 I'm teaching, the things that I will be teaching and the things that you're actively learning that's already been taught you you may have this impulsiveness
19 00:04:38,070 --> 00:04:50,640 inside of you that wants to change everything you're doing. completely abandon it and do something entirely different. And I have a lot of folks that were
20 00:04:50,850 --> 00:04:59,910 optimal trade entry, traders, that that was their model that was the flagship pattern for my YouTube channel for a longest time and that was it. Because I
21 00:04:59,910 --> 00:05:08,820 thought It was easy enough for people to go in and find setups, because you can apply to every timeframe, every market every asset class. And then when I taught
22 00:05:08,820 --> 00:05:24,150 the model 2022, which is really an amplification of optimal trade entry. So it's like ot on steroids, it gives you a much cleaner approach to anticipating it,
23 00:05:24,540 --> 00:05:38,580 seeing it, where it forms and how to engage it. And then I had the silver bullet coming out this year. And that one, caused a lot of the optimal trade entry
24 00:05:38,610 --> 00:05:51,150 folks say, This is it. This is it, this is the one, I'm gonna forget everything I've done so far. And I'm gonna just do this. And maybe that has been beneficial
25 00:05:51,150 --> 00:06:01,950 for you. And for others that maybe hasn't been. And now you're in that transition period, between finding success consistently with the silver bullet,
26 00:06:02,910 --> 00:06:17,850 but not wanting to give up too soon on it. And going back to your previous model. I don't think that anybody should ever abandon a profitable model. I have
27 00:06:17,850 --> 00:06:28,380 lots of them. If the market is talking to you in price action, saying, Hey, listen, I know we haven't talked to each other a long time, but I'm over here.
28 00:06:28,440 --> 00:06:36,930 You wanna have conversation, I got some money, if you want to take it out of the market. Let's talk about it. That model may be communicating to you. But you may
29 00:06:36,930 --> 00:06:46,380 be acting stubbornly say, no, no, don't bother reading right now, like an ex girlfriend, ex boyfriend, I got a new relationship I'm trying to pursue right
30 00:06:46,380 --> 00:06:53,190 now. And I'm trying to do this silver bullet thing. It's a whole lot more videos with people on YouTube talking about this than not will trade and trade anymore.
31 00:06:53,340 --> 00:07:07,170 It's not in vogue anymore. So I want to, I want to be part of the hip crowd. So you're probably struggling with this. I don't want to go backwards. I'm gonna
32 00:07:07,170 --> 00:07:14,520 keep going forward. And I want to know, I want a new model to replace one that has been profitable in the past, but I want a better one. And I want to let the
33 00:07:14,520 --> 00:07:29,790 other ones go, I'm going to shut it off like an old skin. I don't ever get rid of anything that works. Men in general, if you get a tool you love, you know, a
34 00:07:29,790 --> 00:07:39,270 hammer might have some dings on it might have some wear on the handle. But you prefer grabbing that handle of that old worn out hammer that still will do the
35 00:07:39,270 --> 00:07:48,960 job, then grabbing something new at the shelf over at Home Depot. Because Carl brought the work and showed her by this is what he's building his new patio on
36 00:07:48,960 --> 00:07:59,280 the back of his porch or house. Everybody's like, oh, that's the greatest new tool. And you're laughing I'm thinking of my hammer does all that it fits me It
37 00:07:59,280 --> 00:08:09,990 fits my hand perfectly. It's well worn into my grip. You need to have that mindset. You need to have that mindset when you're doing this progression
38 00:08:09,990 --> 00:08:25,170 through what it is it's your success story and not forcing yourself to abandon things that work. Think about it like the the medical field, you just because a
39 00:08:25,170 --> 00:08:38,370 new antibiotic may be discovered in the future. Do we abandon penicillin? amoxicillin, rapamycin? No, they work. They have their applications. So your
40 00:08:39,420 --> 00:08:52,200 your task as a traitor should be to build a toolbox of things that work really well for you that you've run an affinity for, and not get lost in the transition
41 00:08:52,380 --> 00:09:01,290 of moving from one state of progress to a higher state of progress. And then thinking that you have to just completely slough off everything before you and
42 00:09:01,290 --> 00:09:12,090 where you're at right now. Everything prior that is insignificant. I only want new things. The problem with that mindset is it becomes a state of mind that you
43 00:09:12,090 --> 00:09:22,680 are a perpetual student and you never master one thing. You You're not going to master trading I'm not. I see a lot of people refer to me as a master trader.
44 00:09:24,210 --> 00:09:37,620 It's kind of cringy it's shit because I'm not a master trader. I wrestle with a lot of things mentally and chemically. That doesn't always promote the easiest
45 00:09:37,620 --> 00:09:46,620 way to learn from me as a mentor because you know, I got mental baggage I gotta wrestle with I'm a human being I'm not AI. And I'm certainly not a master
46 00:09:46,620 --> 00:09:59,670 trader. But I have mastered myself in the sense that when I'm in from the charts, that's the thing that helps me focus. That's the thing that allows me
47 00:09:59,670 --> 00:10:13,350 the key My mindset on one thing, and when you master yourself, how do you master yourself? By working on one thing, and doing it exceptionally well? Don't try to
48 00:10:13,350 --> 00:10:27,030 go into some new pdra Like the Reaper. Oh yeah, we gotta do that. That's awesome. Man, he's got these cool name things like the model that I'll be
49 00:10:27,030 --> 00:10:33,690 releasing my book venom. It's deadly, highly precise works every day.
50 00:10:35,070 --> 00:10:42,210 But you're gonna read that chapter and you're gonna swear up and down that this was the thing you've been waiting for all this time. And I was an asshole
51 00:10:42,210 --> 00:10:51,900 because I waited till it went into a book and not in a YouTube video. But you're not ready to learn that one. There's other things you have to understand and not
52 00:10:51,900 --> 00:11:03,570 discard it. Because everything I've done is a stepping stone that leads you to a greater precision oriented trader, you may not be an optimal trade entry trader
53 00:11:03,570 --> 00:11:14,250 anymore. But guess what that has done. When you learned it. It taught you market structure, it taught you how to anticipate price runs from a specific area in a
54 00:11:14,250 --> 00:11:26,340 fractal in price action. And it taught you how to look for a specific level of retracement that repeats over and over again. And also to train your eye to
55 00:11:26,340 --> 00:11:37,530 observe a phenomenon that repeats in price. Now, over the years, I've seen people come to the YouTube channel. When I kept it there, like it was before I
56 00:11:37,530 --> 00:11:49,200 started uploading mentorship core content videos. It was pretty much stagnant. It sat there. And like a diamond literally laying on the sidewalk that everybody
57 00:11:49,200 --> 00:12:00,150 passed by. They just didn't recognize what's there. Because it doesn't have any flashiness didn't have any kind of draw materialistically you never saw my face,
58 00:12:00,150 --> 00:12:08,430 you never talked about, you know, the things that I drive. And when I sleep in and how I spend my money on this, in that, I would have done all that I could
59 00:12:08,430 --> 00:12:17,490 have been talking about any old indicator. And you'd love watching it because it'd be well, I like I like the way I feel watching this stuff makes me feel
60 00:12:17,490 --> 00:12:31,740 like I'm part of a lux society, the luxury when none of that bullshit has anything to do with trading. What I presented and what I tried to present is a
61 00:12:31,740 --> 00:12:43,650 way of thinking and formulating a procedure that you have to adopt as a trader, whether you subscribe to the things that I say that the market does or doesn't
62 00:12:43,650 --> 00:12:53,370 do is irrelevant. Because if you go through the motions of doing the things I'm suggesting you do and avoid the things I tell you should avoid. By default, if
63 00:12:53,370 --> 00:13:05,610 you make an honest attempt to do so, you are growing into a proper mindset. So that way you can be a good trader. If there's a sound logic behind whatever it
64 00:13:05,610 --> 00:13:18,480 is, that's been implemented as a trading method, if you've conditioned yourself if you've wrestled and subdued these inner demons that everybody has greed, fear
65 00:13:18,480 --> 00:13:32,520 of failure, fear of missing out. Impatience, the fear of feeling like you're insignificant compared to everybody else on social media that wants to flex and
66 00:13:32,520 --> 00:13:43,530 do this and do that. Everybody wrestles with that? Why? Because you are human. And none of that is going to go away. Ever. You will just be able to cope with
67 00:13:43,530 --> 00:13:50,910 it better. You'll say, Yeah, I'm thinking about that silly shit again. I'm not worried about Tom, Dick and Harry on Twitter. I don't care if they liked where I
68 00:13:50,910 --> 00:13:58,680 got in at. And I don't care if they liked how I got out. And they don't I don't care, who likes how many times I put on a new pyramid entry how many times I
69 00:13:58,680 --> 00:14:08,430 took partials off, who gives a shit. They're not spending my money. They don't pay my bills. For me. That's the mindset you should have. So when you start
70 00:14:08,430 --> 00:14:19,950 going through these processes, that books just simply don't do it for you. White right now while I'm talking to you, I worked on the video that will be uploaded
71 00:14:19,980 --> 00:14:27,900 later today. Probably around two o'clock. I'll do it. But right now it's rendering. I walked through the trade that I did on Friday. And I talked about
72 00:14:27,900 --> 00:14:40,560 how it's those things like that video that I can't teach in a book, but you have to see it. Now I can say to you in text, and I'll do it right here in the next
73 00:14:40,620 --> 00:14:49,890 two or three minutes. There'll be those you'll see how difficult it is. Just imagine you reading it in text when you're anticipating the market going lower,
74 00:14:50,040 --> 00:15:00,000 and it shows an unwillingness to do so. And you identify signatures and price action that suggests that there is no longer viable setup that you have to eat
75 00:15:00,000 --> 00:15:13,560 To move to the sidelines and go flat, and have no position open, or reverse, and use a higher timeframe, mindset, and model, which would be TGIF. Now, what the
76 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:23,730 fuck does that even mean? What does that even mean? Man? What's that mean? Right? You have to see it, I have to walk you through life price action and show
77 00:15:23,730 --> 00:15:33,270 you exactly at that very moment, just like I was showing my son on Friday. This is what I'm looking at. This is the very thing I'm looking at, I would need to
78 00:15:33,270 --> 00:15:48,510 write 50 books, with dozens of chapters with static charts, to try to communicate something that you'll see in a 45 minute video later today. But it's
79 00:15:48,510 --> 00:15:59,280 those videos that these impatient people that say to come here, I'm willing to do the work. I'm ready, I'm writing down what you say. Listen, there's a
80 00:15:59,280 --> 00:16:12,060 difference between taking notes. Which is beneficial to you. Things that you want to do further study on things that mean much more to you about a specific
81 00:16:12,060 --> 00:16:21,510 topic, then you didn't really understand something that's much more paramount. That's more pressing. When I say when you look at this down close candle, and
82 00:16:21,510 --> 00:16:30,960 you think that that's a bullish order block. What denies it as an order block what says it's not? And what constitutes it being a high probability order
83 00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:44,010 block. I talked about that in the video today. But you have to have supporting studies. And you have to have these discussions, you have to have a conversation
84 00:16:44,010 --> 00:16:56,430 with somebody that has created it. But I'm the instruction manual. Okay, I'm it. And if you think like it's the VCR mentality, okay, if this is DD my age,
85 00:16:56,430 --> 00:17:05,190 obviously, but the older folks in the crowd knows I'm talking about and do it today with anything, you buy something that's technical, it comes with a user's
86 00:17:05,190 --> 00:17:12,630 manual, how many fucking times if you open that up, it's probably still sealed in the plastic. It's like a running joke. They, they wrap it in cellophane,
87 00:17:12,630 --> 00:17:19,530 because you're never going to open it up. But you're gonna bitch about how the thing doesn't do what you paid for it to do. But it's the instruction manuals
88 00:17:19,530 --> 00:17:28,770 right there. And when VCRs came out, I watched my stepfather get pissed off drunk, throw it across the room, because he couldn't get it to work. And all I
89 00:17:28,770 --> 00:17:41,460 had to do was press the tracking fucking button and everything would have been clear on the user manual, and trying to tell you how to use this session, oh,
90 00:17:41,460 --> 00:17:49,770 he's hiding things. He's overcomplicating it, he talks too much. I'm telling you what to focus on what not to focus on and where these things are gonna pop up.
91 00:17:52,950 --> 00:18:02,580 But You're so impatient, you want to put that VCR tape in there and watch that porno and get your ass off. You got to get to the happy ending. You want to get
92 00:18:02,580 --> 00:18:11,580 to the story, get to the nuts and bolts, ICT get to the fucking point. The point is, you're going to fucking lose because you're impatient. And the people that
93 00:18:11,580 --> 00:18:21,600 are making lots of money, they either had that trait, overcome by listening to me, and doing the things I told him to focus on and remove the opportunity to do
94 00:18:21,600 --> 00:18:32,760 the things they shouldn't do. And it took a lot of effort. I'm sure this is not easy. For the this had ingrained in themselves through other things that caused
95 00:18:32,760 --> 00:18:42,270 them to be more patient. But in patients, that's one of the biggest hurdles I've had as a mentor. Watching students start with the greatest of intentions in the
96 00:18:42,270 --> 00:18:57,330 beginning. And then because of the adversities that come by natural progress, their impatience is superior to the desire for them to reach their success.
97 00:18:59,460 --> 00:19:07,650 Apparently don't give a shit about being successful. Because if you've let impatience, be such a formidable adversary that prevents you from getting there.
98 00:19:08,730 --> 00:19:18,600 Oh, good grief, man, your success story wasn't good enough to work hard enough for it. And that's usually the folks that just want to have that first payout.
99 00:19:18,840 --> 00:19:28,050 Their visibility is only there or getting that certificate of being funded. Or their first winning trade, or whatever that withdrawal is that they take from
100 00:19:28,050 --> 00:19:38,070 the first winning trade in a live account. That's the visibility. That's all the visibility they have. And if that's what you have right now, don't trade with
101 00:19:38,070 --> 00:19:48,720 real money. Don't even try to do a funded challenge. You have to know where you're going. This transition from neophyte or breakeven trader or failed,
102 00:19:48,900 --> 00:19:59,220 blowing out error account type trader have a perfect trading week and without losing trades. It means that you have this consistency that you can have a
103 00:19:59,220 --> 00:20:12,180 losing trade you can Have a losing dead, maybe a losing week out of a month, but your net positive on the month. That's a really good goal. You know, at one
104 00:20:12,180 --> 00:20:29,250 time, that was a goal for me. I could accept losing multiple times through the week. I could accept a losing week or two, as long as I didn't lose money on the
105 00:20:29,250 --> 00:20:34,500 month. Now for some of you, you're thinking, what the hell?
106 00:20:34,680 --> 00:20:42,570 No way, I can't do that. Like, I can't do that man. Like, I have to make money every single week, it has to be a net positive week, every single week, or I'm
107 00:20:42,570 --> 00:20:51,630 gonna lose my shit. Well, I agree you will lose your shit if that's what your mentality is gonna be. Because in the beginning stages, it's impossible for you
108 00:20:51,630 --> 00:21:02,400 to obtain that initially. They're all milestones in your growth. But much like it was for me, every time I bought a new book, a new course a 20 year old
109 00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:16,860 hotshot thinking I was gonna own the world. But that flash in the pan success on luck. Nine months. Nine months of Horseshoe up my ass I had no idea what I was
110 00:21:16,860 --> 00:21:36,210 doing. And then Marcus said, It's time ICT introduction to humility. Yeah. And I had to discover painfully that I didn't know anything about price action, and I
111 00:21:36,210 --> 00:21:49,650 had a lot to learn. Now I kind of got lost in transition. And said To hell with this. I'm gonna stay working for these people that don't give a shit about me.
112 00:21:50,790 --> 00:22:02,670 I'm gonna just eat the shit they place in front of me and call it a successful American dream. I could have done that. If I was a dumbass. I wasn't bred to be
113 00:22:02,670 --> 00:22:18,480 a dumbass. I was raised in a low income family with only one college graduate. In one high school, graduate apart from that person, everybody else we're
114 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:33,450 dropouts. Everybody else. We're substance abusers. So there's alcohol or drugs, maybe sometimes both the epitome of dysfunction. And I saw that, are you trying
115 00:22:33,450 --> 00:22:47,040 to get high all the time? And I said, this ain't for me. I could have got lost in transition, then. So yeah, I want to start huffing paint, smoking cigarettes
116 00:22:47,040 --> 00:22:57,480 and shooting up heroin. I have family members that actually died from that. My father was a heroin addiction. Yeah, he brought it home from Vietnam. I kind of
117 00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:08,340 got lost in translation about that. My parents didn't like me, they want me. Oh, what was me, that's the reason why I can't be successful. Fuck that. Fuck that.
118 00:23:09,630 --> 00:23:24,720 I looked at this stuff. The day I went to the Empire State Park. And two moments there. One, when I said to myself, I don't want to work the rest of my life like
119 00:23:24,720 --> 00:23:33,030 this, I don't want to do it. I'm not happy about it. And everybody hates the fucking job. I don't care, folks. I know. And then I know you're a surgeon, and
120 00:23:33,030 --> 00:23:42,930 you've been a student with me since 2016. And then you make six figures $600,000 a year. And you tell me that you're happy with your job. But I don't believe
121 00:23:42,930 --> 00:23:51,570 you. I believe when you get to the point, when you start making crazy money, you'll be like, I like doing it. But I don't need to do it now. You'll be
122 00:23:53,280 --> 00:24:06,120 complete with your transition. You're lost in transition. You're holding on to something that in one conversation, you'll say, I'm looking forward to not need
123 00:24:06,120 --> 00:24:12,450 to do this. But then when you don't have the success you're looking for. I really love my job. I don't see myself leaving. Well, that's somebody that's
124 00:24:12,450 --> 00:24:22,110 conflicted. You don't have a well defined measure of success that you're aiming for. You're a pipe dreamer. And that's no disrespect then, but that's just the
125 00:24:22,110 --> 00:24:31,230 way it is. You know, people can get caught up in their circumstances. And they think to themselves well, this is the hand that's been dealt to me you know,
126 00:24:31,260 --> 00:24:44,610 what am I going to do? Just make the best of it and just accept the fact that this is my fate. Suck that. No, no, no, no, no, no. No. You thought this was
127 00:24:44,610 --> 00:24:50,940 going to be easy like it was literally just handed to you. The teachings are on teaching you right now for free.
128 00:24:56,460 --> 00:25:11,490 There are no valid excuses now. We're at that point where the people that really want to do this, they're gonna do it. If you're gonna have acid, you're gonna
129 00:25:11,490 --> 00:25:23,850 fail. If you're not organized, you're gonna fail. If you're not journaling, you're gonna fail. If you're not measuring your progress against yourself, not
130 00:25:23,850 --> 00:25:36,300 everybody else, not against me, yourself. You're gonna fail. Now, you may hear that say, This guy's a dick, okay? He's talking down to us, we're listening to
131 00:25:36,300 --> 00:25:43,110 him, we want to be taught by Him. And Nick sauce, we're gonna be failures. If you think that it's because you have your head up your own ass. You're the
132 00:25:43,110 --> 00:25:55,980 problem. Your mentality about what it is, is being told you, I'm telling you how to not think so therefore you can be more equipped to succeed. But you're asking
133 00:25:55,980 --> 00:26:07,650 backwards in a lot of things in life. And they've done down the new society, this generation Z. I feel sorry for you. You don't you didn't get a proper
134 00:26:07,650 --> 00:26:18,780 education. You're not prepared for the adversities, this worlds thrown at you. And you think that you're gonna walk out here in the elite playing field, the
135 00:26:18,780 --> 00:26:33,120 arena of the titans of the financial world, and you're gonna walk in here and fucking pickpocket them and they're not gonna bitch slap your ass, please. There
136 00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:45,420 is a realistic approach to doing this. But so many come in here with a comic strip approach. Like it's going to be like it's owed to you. I don't owe you
137 00:26:45,420 --> 00:26:58,560 shit. The market doesn't owe you shit. You have to take it by force. You got to go through a tedious arduous task of conditioning yourself mentally that this
138 00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:12,450 shit is war. It's war. It's not a video game where you get the respond when you lose your ass? Yes. Yes, Virginia, you just lost some fucking money? What are
139 00:27:12,450 --> 00:27:24,960 you going to do about it? You got to change. You have to condition yourself, okay. I did something wrong. It doesn't mean I'm done. It just means that I have
140 00:27:24,960 --> 00:27:38,760 suffered a loss. Do I rush back in there through emotional stimuli? Well, if that's what you think, Who are you really being in that trader? instance at that
141 00:27:38,760 --> 00:27:56,100 time, the analyst the traitor that listens to sound logic comes from the analyst. Or the gambler is a gambler. And you'll foolishly accept if you got it
142 00:27:56,100 --> 00:28:08,040 right through luck, and just happenstance you'll think that that skill and that's exactly what I did earlier on when I was a 20 year old. And I want you to
143 00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:21,390 understand as good as it feels that you kicked its ass and you took the money back. Eventually, your time's coming. I got rolled dozens of times. Later on
144 00:28:21,390 --> 00:28:33,510 after I did that going back and get my money back. That's really saying hi. But you got to have somebody that's going to tell you Look, I've been there. I did
145 00:28:33,510 --> 00:28:42,450 that silly shit. And sometimes it worked. And then I believe that was skill when I did it. I believe that was skill. You could have never convinced me otherwise
146 00:28:42,450 --> 00:28:53,040 it wasn't skill that I was able to become here. And then they they did it to me and I did it back to them. Haha fuck off. I got you. The two weeks later, I'm
147 00:28:53,040 --> 00:29:06,240 putting the fucking fist through a monitor that I hacky and afford to easily go out and replace. Man as fuck. And some of you probably did this too. Do you keep
148 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:20,340 making that same repeating error. That means you're not learning. At some point, you have to abandon poor logic. And you have to replace it with something that's
149 00:29:20,340 --> 00:29:33,420 going to be an organized approach to help you transition from neophyte unloaded, unprofitable breakeven. Any one of those circumstances can define one of you or
150 00:29:33,420 --> 00:29:44,940 all of you. Because all of us are at that stage at one point in time I was there's no shame in admitting that right now. Some of you want to go out there
151 00:29:44,940 --> 00:29:55,830 and pretend that you know everything that I know making YouTube videos and talking shit out your house and No, no idea what you're talking about. Talking
152 00:29:55,830 --> 00:30:07,560 about topics that I've just barely scratched the surface of You're one of my children. And I'm talking to you this way. Yes, because you're doing it wrong on
153 00:30:07,560 --> 00:30:18,720 insignificant knowledge and understanding. Those are the people. Those are the ones I was referring to yesterday
154 00:30:24,630 --> 00:30:41,580 taking advice from people that are not already wealthy, about how to get wealthy why? Why are you giving time to people that are not showing themselves worthy of
155 00:30:41,580 --> 00:30:57,720 taking advice from and I'm shitting on nobody specific, okay? But YouTube loves the fuck with me. I went in here yesterday to that check on my, my stats. And I
156 00:30:57,720 --> 00:31:11,460 saw that we were at three quarter of a million. We're approaching it rather. And this suggested this video. The guys in the thumbnail, he's wearing a robe, the
157 00:31:11,460 --> 00:31:24,630 black fuzzy robe. And why I quit trading Smart Money concepts. And they're a lie. And you get in you listen to this fella. And it's affiliate marketing out
158 00:31:24,630 --> 00:31:36,510 as as that man he made $10,000 then shows his account with Mt four. And he's got less than $5,000. Where to five to $10,000 go, you make 10,000 are shaking gold.
159 00:31:36,930 --> 00:31:45,120 And here's the trade I did. And he puts the little thing on TradingView where you can do a pretend like if you bought here and you put the stop loss here. And
160 00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:54,450 this is where your profit objective is. It's a colored box type thing. If you're listening and learning from people that's doing that, and they can't show you
161 00:31:54,450 --> 00:32:04,860 themselves getting into a fucking trade, placing a stop managing it from beginning to end. They are not period. Yes, I fucking said it. Go fuck yourself.
162 00:32:04,980 --> 00:32:13,920 Because you're the problem with this industry. Either you're promoting horseshit. Or you're scooping it up and calling it the fucking desert and loving
163 00:32:13,920 --> 00:32:26,010 it and asking for seconds. And when somebody comes out and says, here's the real shit, here, here's how it works. proves it does creates fucking titans in the
164 00:32:26,010 --> 00:32:39,450 industry that are younger than you are making more than Ben's fucking salary and a year in three months. They don't want to listen. Because it's demo, and then
165 00:32:39,450 --> 00:32:48,660 you come out and you trade it with a live account. Well, we'll ignore that. But then that one time when ICT said, Right? What's the real problem? Selective
166 00:32:48,660 --> 00:33:00,240 Hearing. These people are miserable. And you can be just like them if you're not careful. If you get lost in transition, some of these guys and the guys has
167 00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:11,850 talked about he traded my shit. He traded it, but couldn't make it work. Because he's unorganized. He wants to be a YouTuber. He doesn't want to be a fucking
168 00:33:11,850 --> 00:33:19,830 trader. I am not listen to me. Listen to me, folks. Please listen to me, because it's the only time I'm gonna say it. And I need to say it right now because it's
169 00:33:19,830 --> 00:33:30,660 in my craw and I gotta get it out. If you are just trying to learn the vocabulary from me, and talk about something that's already fucking happened.
170 00:33:30,990 --> 00:33:37,560 And you're not showing executions, and you're not showing that you can actually use the information you're talking about. Please don't fucking even mentioned my
171 00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:51,000 shit. Because not only are you going to be called out as a bullshit artist, but nobody's really going to respect what you're doing. Look around the majority of
172 00:33:51,000 --> 00:34:00,600 the people on YouTube that are trading and showing examples. They're using my shit. Hello. And I got every fucking bit of respect for people that do that.
173 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:09,540 Even though people say you know what? I don't think ICT is all that great as a person, but he's shit works. You know what? Props I'm not looking for a suck
174 00:34:09,540 --> 00:34:18,240 off. Okay? You don't need a glad hand me. But don't fucking lie and say my shitting the fucking real truth because it is it is the market but I'm getting
175 00:34:18,240 --> 00:34:30,660 sick and tired of these fucking faking frauds putting my fucking name and their YouTube titles just for fucking clicks and there's nothing of substance they're
176 00:34:31,590 --> 00:34:40,980 not nothing you've learned nothing from that fucking video. Except for what not to fucking do. So you know who you are listening because you're in here fucking
177 00:34:40,980 --> 00:34:54,420 listening to it or you'll watch it Stop fucking around. You have no idea what's coming. You have no idea. YouTube ad revenue shit. Guess what man that can go
178 00:34:54,420 --> 00:35:13,380 just like that. Man went to Mickey Mouse gonna do Learn how to trade affiliate marketing is gonna dry up we're gonna do then oops, should learn how to fucking
179 00:35:13,380 --> 00:35:27,030 trade right these are those discussions where I come across as arrogant blocked a guy said man this is really good information but I don't like your or
180 00:35:27,060 --> 00:35:35,910 appreciate your condescending tone you could just teach and just do it like that that's good fuck you don't tell me how to teach okay because I'm I'm balanced
181 00:35:35,910 --> 00:35:44,940 person and when I see people do that my eye goes right to that shit I'm not somebody that wants worship and I see a lot of stuff that's why my comment
182 00:35:44,940 --> 00:35:55,830 sections close I don't want that paraded around but for the Joker's that talk that shit, my eye goes right to you. And you're the you're the person that's
183 00:35:55,830 --> 00:36:07,560 never going to make it and it frustrates me because I try my ass off to try to get the people like that to come to their senses and say you know what? I'm
184 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:22,830 broken. It's not ICT chips don't work. It's me. My best students my best were the ones in the beginning. Were doubters I don't know if I can do it. And then I
185 00:36:22,830 --> 00:36:34,740 don't know if it's real look how quiet it is right now. Like a fucking quiet it is good to hear a fucking pin drop right now. ICT training real quick. Don't
186 00:36:34,740 --> 00:36:42,750 fucking say nothing. He's going to come to my fucking YouTube comment section. Fuck don't bring his fucking name up. Shit. He's coming with the fucking
187 00:36:42,750 --> 00:36:50,010 receipts. Oh please like come on November Please let this month like a roll out in the sunset quietly please don't come back and roll on top me please. Please
188 00:36:50,010 --> 00:37:01,290 please. Funny enough. Funny how a nice Molly's fuckers they said they're going to join the Robins cup ain't done Jack. Just like I fucking said getting all
189 00:37:01,290 --> 00:37:19,230 worked up got me all hard for it. And guess what? cold shoulder baby ICT gets nothing. Fucking clowns, clowns I can't wait to get off this fucking cesspool
190 00:37:19,230 --> 00:37:38,850 Twitter. bunch of fucking morons on this fucking net. Pretending, talking, but talk shit. Your best learning is gonna come when you're off of social media. I
191 00:37:38,850 --> 00:37:47,850 swear to you, it will happen when you start worrying about what everybody else thinks about you. And what you're worried about everybody else is doing. What
192 00:37:47,850 --> 00:37:55,800 they drive with the spent how much they make. That's the biggest fucking lie you're ever gonna see. Nobody's coming out there and telling you what they're
193 00:37:55,800 --> 00:38:04,980 really making. They're not. They're not going to do that. Because as soon as they do that, guess what they did? They set them on market right there. Boom.
194 00:38:05,100 --> 00:38:16,290 Well, let's check down on them in three months and see where he's at. Oh, he should his accounts going? Oh, got rid of sources got rid of Twitter. I guess
195 00:38:16,290 --> 00:38:25,620 he's in drawdown. Or the folks that put their my effects book up. And you're educators, and they want to go on other people's podcast and talk about people
196 00:38:25,620 --> 00:38:34,950 that can fucking prove they can make winners that are other people. And they're in drawdown. And you were supposed to come into the Robins cup. And they were
197 00:38:34,950 --> 00:38:42,840 gonna do this and do that. They're gonna expose somebody, motherfucker. I'm exposing myself. Guess what? I'm long and fucking lean and ain't a bitch out
198 00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:51,630 here can do shit about it. Nothing. You can't do shit. I'm standing right here. And we still got fucking time baby
199 00:38:57,210 --> 00:39:11,580 crickets the real quiet real fucking quiet. And I'm not even trying. I don't want to scare him off. I want him to be I'm gonna come out. I'm gonna do it. I'm
200 00:39:11,580 --> 00:39:22,050 gonna do it. I'm gonna get a leaderboard and say, Hey, I think bits come over here. Do it. Yeah, one fucking week, baby. One week. I'd be there. Top of the
201 00:39:22,050 --> 00:39:41,010 board. And you would never fucking touch me. And you fucking pussies wouldn't even step how does that fucking feel? To not even fucking try? Come on. I was
202 00:39:41,010 --> 00:39:47,790 the easiest mark to come out there and come out say hey, I'm gonna prove he's a fraud. Let me get out here and as Robbins can do it, not wanting you bitches
203 00:39:47,790 --> 00:39:57,540 would do it. Now you're seeing you're seeing it, aren't you? And you're thinking, Man, I'm glad I didn't fucking step and shouldn't really join that
204 00:39:57,540 --> 00:40:00,000 bitch because I look really stupid right now what you do
205 00:40:06,359 --> 00:40:22,049 There's two pathways with me. You find my stuff, you do the work, or attempt to do the work. And you find yourself and become a very, very disciplined,
206 00:40:22,379 --> 00:40:35,309 precision oriented trader. That part takes time. Or you're gonna come in and say, This is too hard. Let's shit on ICT. Let's blame him. Let's talk about his
207 00:40:35,309 --> 00:40:48,989 bullshit. Let's focus on that and not the fact that you suck. You couldn't do the work, you tapped out. You're gonna see a whole lot of that. After November,
208 00:40:50,159 --> 00:41:01,259 YouTube channels gonna creep in and pop up all the time. Alright, man. I see these out of here. Now. Let's talk shit. That's the ad revenue on talking shit
209 00:41:01,259 --> 00:41:13,559 about ICT. And guess what? You're the little bitches that couldn't do it. That's who you are. It's not the stuff doesn't work. And never promised was gonna be
210 00:41:13,559 --> 00:41:27,179 easy. It will be easier with me sharing my experience saying this is where the markets gonna go next. And focus on what is I taught with that? That's the
211 00:41:27,179 --> 00:41:32,939 easiest I can do. Except for make the trades for you. That's not gonna happen
212 00:41:39,930 --> 00:41:53,430 there was some drama this week. Outside of me, can you imagine? I mean, I thought I was the I was a problem child. No drama, what you're talking about
213 00:41:53,430 --> 00:42:05,850 ICT, right? Prop chops, prop burns, funded account companies. I don't have a horse in this race. I don't give a fuck. I don't give a fuck that none of them.
214 00:42:06,600 --> 00:42:15,270 They're never gonna get me to go into their company. They're never gonna get me to do any kind of affiliate. And I don't really personally care if they're
215 00:42:15,270 --> 00:42:29,700 successful, or if they fail, I'm completely outside of it. So that means I'm objective. I'm curious. I'm curious to know what it's going to be like in
216 00:42:29,700 --> 00:42:44,220 2024 2025 2026. For any of these companies that survive. When some of you that are listening to this today, you're going to find yourself, you're going to use
217 00:42:44,220 --> 00:42:57,210 the information that I've taught, and we'll be teaching. And you're going to become a fucking wrecking machine. And some of you just want to see how much you
218 00:42:57,210 --> 00:43:07,770 can beat the shit out of brokerages and funded account companies. Will they start banning my students because they're beating the fuck out of them? I'm
219 00:43:07,770 --> 00:43:18,180 curious to know that. I'm curious to know, that's one of the things I'm sitting back and watching and see what impact because I know I have students that come
220 00:43:18,180 --> 00:43:30,030 in, and they they champion the banner of ICT and say, Hey, new ICT student and I'm gonna do some of that. And they may not do well, because of the mental
221 00:43:30,060 --> 00:43:37,620 hurdles that trading with real monetary loss brings with it. That's why it's really important that you don't rush into this because you can get lost in
222 00:43:37,620 --> 00:43:51,270 transition. So a whole lot of learning that goes on between your last demo trade and the discovery that you are consistently profitable with real money. So you
223 00:43:51,270 --> 00:44:03,870 think it's as a couple of trades between that it's a month that most can't be more than that, because shit. Trading is easy. But if it's so easy, why are we
224 00:44:03,870 --> 00:44:14,220 so hard pressed to see the people producing results outside of our community? Now, I know some of you out there, oh, but someone says I understand. I'm not
225 00:44:14,220 --> 00:44:27,600 saying we're not the we're not the only profitable community. More public students have shown a need. I have a privacy agreement with students unless they
226 00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:36,930 make themselves publicly known. I can't say hey, this person is made this in this person's and I still don't do that. But just about everybody you worship on
227 00:44:36,960 --> 00:44:51,960 social media. They've gone through my shit. I'll just say it like that. And that's not me bragging. I'm just saying that. This industry is now a test tube.
228 00:44:53,520 --> 00:45:09,540 I want to see what happens. I want to see what John ants come up in it. Because they've been among us. They're quiet right now. I have a few right now they're
229 00:45:09,540 --> 00:45:26,010 absolutely fucking bonkers. They are literally freaks so fucking good. So fucking good. And one wants to step out there next year what happens when
230 00:45:27,870 --> 00:45:37,050 several 100 A couple 1000 said, You know what, I'm gonna go into these fun accounts and do this and do that are they going to accuse them of doing
231 00:45:37,050 --> 00:45:42,390 something or they're gonna say you're making too much money, you're a danger to our business model
232 00:45:48,810 --> 00:46:03,180 it's not fun being tapped on the shoulder says you can't, you can't do this. You can't play here I got a chip on my shoulder because of it. So if I get denied,
233 00:46:05,610 --> 00:46:22,740 I'm going to bring an army. In, it's out of the bag now. You can't stop it. You can't stop what's already been set in motion. There is a wave of giants and
234 00:46:22,740 --> 00:46:33,810 Titans that are gonna be using what you have learned here. And they're going to be major pillars in this industry. And I'm hoping that even with the fucking
235 00:46:33,810 --> 00:46:50,490 craziness of my bipolar rants and shit, and the frailty as a human that I have to deal with every time I talk to you that the intended target for me was
236 00:46:50,490 --> 00:47:04,080 reached, and I make a better version of me in you. That's what I want. I want it with my children, and I want it with you. My extended family, I want you to do
237 00:47:04,080 --> 00:47:18,900 better than me. And many of you have so many more advantages than I do. And I want that I want to see that happen. And I want to be quietly in the comfort of
238 00:47:18,900 --> 00:47:32,760 my own privacy and solitude again. Observing you again. Not interacting as much. And then watching you all slowly grow to your perfect success story and some of
239 00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:45,450 you climbing to heights that nobody's seen before. I can't wait to watch you do that. And you don't have to be cheerleading My name all the time. Yeah, yeah, I
240 00:47:45,450 --> 00:47:56,520 just wanna give a shout the ice theme you don't stop enjoy your fucking moment you worked for it, you earned it. The conversation is not about me anymore. I
241 00:47:56,520 --> 00:48:08,250 have done and what I'm about to do is all for you to share with me and not say hey, look at ICT look pay. Don't forget about it. I want to be forgotten. I want
242 00:48:08,250 --> 00:48:18,060 to reduce I don't want to have all this shit placed on me. I want to sit back and watch the ripples. I threw the stone in a still pond. And I want to see
243 00:48:18,750 --> 00:48:22,770 those circles go out and become bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger
244 00:48:28,260 --> 00:48:41,040 and some of you are wanting to deny me that guilting me Don't leave I want to please don't ask me to stay when I want I want to leave. I want to No one's
245 00:48:41,040 --> 00:48:57,570 forcing me out of here. I want to be done with it I want to be a spectator and a private speculator. I don't want everybody having a day by day access to me
246 00:48:57,570 --> 00:49:05,190 saying hey look, you know what did you do? What do you think about this and this is a breaker monster videos. There's people that are climbing up in our
247 00:49:05,190 --> 00:49:14,250 community that are very very versed in what it is I taught and they're open they'll tell you here's what I've done here's what I do don't this is why I lost
248 00:49:14,250 --> 00:49:19,830 money on here's what I made money on these are the things I learned from these are the painful lessons and this is the best achievement that I've ever received
249 00:49:19,830 --> 00:49:29,250 doing this or that that's what you want to listen to. You don't listen to fucking people draw on the boxes on a chart. Yeah, took a trade this is what my
250 00:49:29,250 --> 00:49:37,830 trade look like. Well soccer show us your fucking trade. Record it from the beginning. You got to you're making videos you're recording your screen after
251 00:49:37,830 --> 00:49:47,190 the fucking fact. So why don't you have the fucking recorder running when you're doing the fucking trade? Look at my students. Look at them. They want to do it.
252 00:49:47,190 --> 00:49:54,300 They want to shove it up your fucking ass. They want you to come at them and say, I don't believe you took that trade. You can't say that about my students.
253 00:49:55,110 --> 00:50:04,620 There's no empty for fucking horseshit about my fucking students. We're out there stomping mud holes. In this shit and walking it fucking dry and it's
254 00:50:04,620 --> 00:50:19,830 pissing people off, because they can't keep up. Like I promised. Where's all the fucking success stories with Dan? Where's all the success stories with harmonic
255 00:50:19,830 --> 00:50:24,000 fucking animal patterns, balloon fucking animals, hot air bullshit
256 00:50:29,100 --> 00:50:38,730 and you watch these other youtubers that don't even know anything about us what we do in your own air, and you're trying sincerely hard to make the stuff that
257 00:50:38,730 --> 00:50:49,020 they're trying to place their faith in on a live stream trying to trade it and completely oblivious. It's cringy as shit, listen to somebody that doesn't know
258 00:50:49,020 --> 00:50:56,100 what it's doing right? And you're torn. Either you're an egomaniac, and you want to be an answer and say, dude, like, you need to do this, do this. Don't do
259 00:50:56,100 --> 00:51:08,070 that. For you sit back quietly and just watch them from afar, wreck themselves. I did that for a long time, until I stepped out on baby pips. I got tired of
260 00:51:08,070 --> 00:51:15,330 seeing people talking out their ass had no clue what they're doing and instructing other people about things that they had no idea what it is they're
261 00:51:15,330 --> 00:51:28,080 doing. Why price does this and why price does that? Well, you know, nobody can really know what the market is random. You just got to take the statistics and
262 00:51:28,080 --> 00:51:39,870 just work with that. Fuck that shit. No way, if I was just trading on statistics. And there was no real logic behind what it is I'm trying to do.
263 00:51:40,080 --> 00:51:46,710 Numbers can be tortured, folks, they'll submit to anything. If you beat them up hard enough, long enough, they will say whatever the fuck you want them to say.
264 00:51:52,230 --> 00:52:03,150 But you can't hide inefficiencies in price. They can't hide that that will always be visible to you. Do you understand that? Do you understand what I just
265 00:52:03,150 --> 00:52:17,940 said? there as long as you can plot the open high, low and close. You will always see inefficiencies. And everybody, every Joker that comes into this
266 00:52:17,940 --> 00:52:26,190 industry and thinks they're gonna own the fucking world in six weeks. Because he went through a IML fucking bootcamp learning watered down ICT concepts from
267 00:52:26,190 --> 00:52:38,880 fucking clowns that don't have to fucking trade they're gonna place their stop above the swing high. They're gonna place their stop low swing low. And they're
268 00:52:38,880 --> 00:52:49,230 gonna know shit about what the narrative is and what side is gonna go for next. That's why they teach from the left side of the chart. But you are learning you
269 00:52:49,230 --> 00:53:01,620 are discovering that it's better to place all the emphasis and time of your learning. When working on that skill set on that hard right edge where everybody
270 00:53:01,620 --> 00:53:17,310 is scared to step into that. It's scary to walk out that and that void of nothingness. That vast span of emptiness uncertainty and you get equipped with
271 00:53:17,310 --> 00:53:28,950 what it is I'm teaching you timing price algorithmic principles, liquidity and inefficiencies understanding that and where is the most likely draw on liquidity
272 00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:45,300 folks? That's all this is. But so many of you try to bring in extra stuff. Yeah, but I really like volume profile. You know, it really helps me I use the V wop.
273 00:53:45,660 --> 00:53:57,540 Fuck that shit. It's all bullshit. That is a fucking gimmick. It's no different between a fucking 20 day moving average or stochastics. CCI and MACD histogram.
274 00:53:57,540 --> 00:54:11,850 What a fuck do you want to apply to a chart? It's all bullshit. It's all bullshit. Do you understand? Animal fucking patterns? Supply and demand zones
275 00:54:16,980 --> 00:54:26,190 I get it. I get it, man. I get it. I believe everything that came out in the book and whatever I could get my hands on when I was 20 I bought it all. Hook
276 00:54:26,190 --> 00:54:43,440 line and secret man I was believing all that bullshit. But it's frustrating. It's so fucking frustrating. When you sit down and you explain to people exactly
277 00:54:43,440 --> 00:54:55,650 what's going to happen, why it's going to happen? That you fucking authored it. Your fingerprints are all over it, and they can't recognize it every day and it
278 00:54:55,650 --> 00:55:16,350 won't stop. Fucking resistant It makes no sense I don't understand I don't understand the level of denial that some people have and I want to commend you
279 00:55:16,350 --> 00:55:23,220 because you work through that some of you did. Others said you know what, I can see this this is easy. I can recognize this as some shit here. I want to I want
280 00:55:23,220 --> 00:55:35,820 to learn this excluding that group. Some of you came into this thinking I said he's a scammer, he can't trade and he won't be to show you anything before it
281 00:55:35,820 --> 00:55:44,250 happens won't call it won't trade it won't use a lot of time won't do any worse than what we did a bucket list. We did a bucket list. All the fucking boxes are
282 00:55:44,250 --> 00:55:56,340 checked off. And you're still going to talk shit, but they're gonna wait until I leave. And remember though, you're gonna see this big mountain of ICT deniers,
283 00:55:56,580 --> 00:55:59,820 like a wave come in. And I'll be quietly laughing my ass off
284 00:56:08,100 --> 00:56:19,860 it's really important that you don't do things that distract yourself from what it is you're trying to do what you're trying to learn. Don't give time to the
285 00:56:19,860 --> 00:56:32,850 devil. steal, kill and destroy. That's what he does. That's exactly what he does. And he was really good at it from my 20s I was a mess in my 20s.
286 00:56:35,820 --> 00:56:47,700 psychologically, emotionally, financially, it was a roller coaster. And I wish I had someone like this right here talking to me just like this. I wouldn't have
287 00:56:47,700 --> 00:56:53,910 been offended or you're using language. I wish I wouldn't have had this plane when my kids are around. Don't fucking play my fucking live streams. Don't ever
288 00:56:53,910 --> 00:57:06,180 fucking play my Twitter spaces ever in earshot of your children. I'm unfiltered here. I'm not proud of how I deliver all the time. But I am live. I don't have a
289 00:57:06,180 --> 00:57:07,290 way of editing it out
290 00:57:15,870 --> 00:57:25,830 but I would love to have someone like me put my fucking ass in my proper mindset. Put their fucking foot in my ass and say, This is what you're supposed
291 00:57:25,830 --> 00:57:35,280 to be doing. Stop fucking doing that. Because I kept doing that shit thinking it was gonna give me a different result. I wasn't doing it hard enough. I wasn't
292 00:57:35,280 --> 00:57:42,480 studying hard enough. I didn't do enough trades with it yet. Bullshit. It's flawed from the beginning
293 00:57:53,969 --> 00:58:07,589 some of you will work through this. And you'll think back and think wow, this took a whole lot more time than I expected. But I'm fucking glad I did it. I'm
294 00:58:07,589 --> 00:58:17,249 so glad that I did it. And as hard as it feels and as long as it feels for you to get there. Right now. If you're on that side of the curve and you're in you
295 00:58:17,249 --> 00:58:26,279 just you haven't found yourself yet you haven't found your model, you haven't found your consistency yet. You're ripe for someone to swoop in and scare the
296 00:58:26,279 --> 00:58:34,169 shit out of you so you don't do any more work towards it. Either talk you out of trading entirely or entice you to look at some horseshit you got to pay for
297 00:58:35,999 --> 00:58:45,599 what's more insulting quitting something you started working for but didn't do everything until you got to it or falling victim to some asshole it's going to
298 00:58:45,599 --> 00:59:00,179 come in distract you sell you something that you have to pay for now and then lose money don't add insult to injury I have the receipts folks. I have the
299 00:59:00,719 --> 00:59:17,729 profitable students. It's not just one company they you're showing themselves in multiple the stuff works. I don't need to do those things. You don't need to see
300 00:59:17,729 --> 00:59:33,749 any more of it. To know that it's real. What are you going to do with it? What's your definition of success? Where do you see that? Is it $1 amount? Is it a
301 00:59:33,749 --> 00:59:50,759 lifestyle status? How many cars you drive what you drive when you park on your parking pad I'm trying to figure out why you would park exotic sports cars like
302 00:59:50,759 --> 01:00:03,389 that outside not inside of a garage it's unlike anything sent to me. I mean a pickup truck I get that you know SUV I get that But your pride and joy your
303 01:00:03,509 --> 01:00:12,389 crown jewels of your fleet of cars Why would you if you're making a lot of money want to buy a house that has grass based but there's really nice cars inside of
304 01:00:12,389 --> 01:00:22,259 it especially in places that were you can have hail damage come down in wreck your shit in 10 minutes gone it's over your shits total down
305 01:00:28,290 --> 01:00:45,690 for success is going to be widely determined based on your right now if you're young, you're impulsive desires I didn't have that when I first started. And
306 01:00:45,690 --> 01:00:58,260 when I started making money, then I started thinking, Well, I really want to nice stuff. I want to have yachts. I want to have my own helicopter. One time I
307 01:00:58,260 --> 01:01:10,080 wanted to go through helicopter flight school. And I wanted my own helicopter. That was a goal for me. And then I was told don't fly anymore. I'm not flying
308 01:01:10,080 --> 01:01:20,340 anymore. I'm not going up there. Okay, so and then somebody's gonna be like, Who told you the one guy that you want to listen to? Let's put it that way. So I
309 01:01:20,340 --> 01:01:30,990 don't pursue that anymore. But as a 50 year old, you're your old man that I don't look 51 I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now. And this is
310 01:01:30,990 --> 01:01:40,740 probably gonna sound arrogant, but I don't look like I'm 50 I don't sound like a 51 year old man. I talk like a 50 year old man to someone you younger cats
311 01:01:40,740 --> 01:01:53,280 though. You get this buddy that he mindset about you ICT. But I'm an old hat. And people like us, you know, this age, we're cut from a different cloth or
312 01:01:53,280 --> 01:02:04,620 Generation X, we don't give a fuck. We'll tell you you're full of shit right to your fucking face. And that's just the way it is. We didn't have all the
313 01:02:04,650 --> 01:02:18,570 protections and coddling that the generations today have had. And I want to kind of like leave you with these thoughts here. You know, as a 51 year old man. I've
314 01:02:18,570 --> 01:02:34,890 done just about everything I'd ever want to do. As a traitor, as a businessman as an influencer. That's one area where I didn't do very well. Let my imbalances
315 01:02:34,920 --> 01:02:48,990 take over a lot of times and shared my asset many times. Entertaining for some of you, most of you probably, but embarrassing if I'm going to be honest. But
316 01:02:49,020 --> 01:03:02,580 that's me. I can't I can't pull it back in. I can't change what I've done in the past to try to garner a crowd or slap the shit out somebody's talking shit and
317 01:03:02,610 --> 01:03:24,420 didn't want to do anything afterwards. But I can tell you this. Am I nice here I guess last four days. And I'm wrestling with whether or not I want to try to
318 01:03:24,420 --> 01:03:44,730 convince my wife into adopting her. It's my wife's sister's daughter. She's a beautiful little girl. She's bipolar two. And her father, she doesn't know. And
319 01:03:46,590 --> 01:03:56,730 she asked me a question. She's like, Does money make you happy? And I close the refrigerator door and turn around to I said, I want to make sure I understand
320 01:03:56,730 --> 01:04:05,760 what you just asked me. Think about what it is you're asking me? And then he asked me again. She goes, Are you happy? Because you have all this money and all
321 01:04:05,760 --> 01:04:25,380 this stuff? I said no. That's not why I'm happy. I will be happy. The happiest I've ever been the 11th of November of this year. Because I will be available to
322 01:04:25,380 --> 01:04:42,480 my family. Unlike I've never been before. Now don't misunderstand me. Money allows and afford you to do things that most people can't do don't have it. But
323 01:04:42,480 --> 01:04:52,860 I was happy when I was broke. Before I even knew about trading when I was married to my first wife and my wife now listen to this. I'm not upset about
324 01:04:52,860 --> 01:04:59,970 saying this because we've openly talked about these things before. When I married that girl, I had every intention of being with her the rest of my life.
325 01:05:00,300 --> 01:05:11,340 And she's the first person I laid down with. I lost my virginity to her. November 20. At two o'clock in the morning, I snuck in her parents house,
326 01:05:11,880 --> 01:05:19,260 literally laying in the bed naked. And her mother came in grad shoes. I knew she locked eyes dead on with me. And she was like, Oh, shit, what do I do with this?
327 01:05:19,290 --> 01:05:28,590 I didn't say nothing. This afternoon, he didn't see I didn't see him. And I did not get scared. I did not get scared and run out of there. But I had a chance
328 01:05:28,590 --> 01:05:38,520 to. I was a teenage boy. And I knew that I wanted to be with that girl for the rest of my life. And had she not left. I'd be with her today
329 01:05:47,310 --> 01:05:58,590 I was happy then broke, going through the motions of going through school. I want to be a computer science major. And be a systems analyst. Trading was not
330 01:05:58,590 --> 01:06:07,740 in the cards. Wasn't even wasn't even discussed, because my uncle had pressed on me at 14 and 15. And 16 be a trader be a trader. And I felt like he was pushing
331 01:06:07,740 --> 01:06:16,050 me into something like a dad would push their son into their alma mater. Hey, so I want you to go to my college, follow my footsteps. That's got to be a lot of
332 01:06:16,050 --> 01:06:28,590 pressure. And even though I didn't go through that, with my real dad, with sports or anything like that, I kind of did that stuff with my own kids. Be a
333 01:06:28,590 --> 01:06:34,290 trader, be a trader, be a trader, be a trader, look at what I'm doing. Look at this paid for it. Look what I'm doing, where we look on this vacation, look what
334 01:06:34,290 --> 01:06:39,060 I'm driving and look where I can take you look what I can afford to do, you won't get to do it with a job, you're gonna have to do this, you're gonna do
335 01:06:39,060 --> 01:06:53,430 that. And I failed. I failed. And the only other recourse I had was work hardening. That's what got me to it. Working menial fucking jobs, working with
336 01:06:53,430 --> 01:07:04,410 people that don't fucking care about you. They don't care about you. They don't give a fuck about your fucking family. They just assume throw your ass out on
337 01:07:04,410 --> 01:07:18,540 the curb when it makes them more money. And I saw that many times in the jobs ahead. And when I really needed something, I needed time to do something with a
338 01:07:18,540 --> 01:07:28,350 family member that needed to be done. And I said, Listen, I had to have this time off. Well, if you don't come in, you're fired. Fuck you. I quit. Don't put
339 01:07:28,350 --> 01:07:41,850 me in a situation. I gotta choose my family or anything else. And that's why I'm telling you in November. I'm fucking off of this shit. I am happy to put down my
340 01:07:42,240 --> 01:07:54,990 role as inner circle trader. Nobody fucking pushed me out of here. Nobody beat my ass embarrassed me shamed me and I went home with my fucking toys. I'm doing
341 01:07:54,990 --> 01:08:10,590 it because I want to do it. I'm happy that I'm doing it. If I never take another trade the rest of my life highly doubtful. I would be happy. I don't need to do
342 01:08:10,590 --> 01:08:27,600 that. As a 51 year old man. If I lost everything. Everything folks, if I lost every bit of it. We're all good. We're an economic forum comes in. United
343 01:08:27,600 --> 01:08:40,440 Nations steps in. World Health Organization steps in and does everything I've been telling you they're going to do? My money ain't accessible to me anymore.
344 01:08:41,130 --> 01:09:00,930 And yours ain't either. I'm not scared. I'm not worried. Because I've been broke before. This country boy can fucking survive. I'm not. I'm not in need of this.
345 01:09:01,170 --> 01:09:15,750 Locks lifestyle. I enjoy it. I love having it for my family. But the Lord says I'm taking it away now. Yes, father. It's yours anyway. I'm just a custodial of
346 01:09:15,750 --> 01:09:33,480 it right now. Some of you aren't prepared to think like that. That's happiness. Having your family having your family know that you chose them over everything
347 01:09:33,480 --> 01:09:50,820 you've been doing your entire life. Calling it happiness. What I have been doing is pursuing something I'm tired of chasing. I've mentioned it several times.
348 01:09:51,210 --> 01:10:03,000 When I talk about it either in the videos I put on my YouTube channel and you hear me get emotional. I cry because I'm human. I feel pain, I feel regret I
349 01:10:03,000 --> 01:10:09,240 feel a loss. remorse, wishing I would have did more with my family when I didn't chase in money
350 01:10:14,849 --> 01:10:34,709 I'm not going to be able to fix the hurt in the hole by losing my grandfather, and some of you listen that shit. And you say, Well, you know, you Tony talks
351 01:10:34,709 --> 01:10:48,659 about his stuff, you know. He's a weak man, you're a bitch. Because I can tell you how I feel. And I can share how I feel. And I feel good about it. Because it
352 01:10:48,659 --> 01:10:58,139 means I'm human, in my feelings in my emotions towards that man as my father roll, that figure that stepped in as a father for me when nobody was able to do
353 01:10:58,139 --> 01:11:15,959 so. I miss him. And I wish he could see who I am today. What I stand for what I've done for all of you how I spend my time investing in all of you, trying to
354 01:11:15,959 --> 01:11:29,039 convince you to care, at least as much as I do about your success. Because I know how it is to not have anybody around you that doesn't believe it's easy to
355 01:11:29,039 --> 01:11:40,529 share your interest in this. And then everybody around you tell you, you're wasting your time. I went through that. The same family members don't even talk
356 01:11:40,529 --> 01:11:56,489 to me anymore. Because they're wretched fucking trash. Because I live a life they'll never obtain, and they wanted me to fail. And God said otherwise. I
357 01:11:56,489 --> 01:12:05,399 could have believed all that shit that was being spoken to me over me. Oh, he's gonna fail. He's gonna be just like his father. He can't control himself. He's
358 01:12:05,399 --> 01:12:17,129 gonna kill somebody one day, almost dead ninth grade, strangle domain right in front, the whole whole class, strangle them right in front of everybody that
359 01:12:17,129 --> 01:12:29,879 expelled Wayne Stratemeyer. He's an EMT today. You know what? If I was laying on the street, and he came up as EMT, I'd feel confident that he was still sad to
360 01:12:29,879 --> 01:12:40,859 save my life. We shook hands the following year when I got back into school. But everybody, everybody walked away from me when I went in there. It was like a
361 01:12:40,859 --> 01:12:51,539 movie scene. He does, because they knew that I was that guy. That will strangle your fucking ass right in front of everybody and not give a fuck. That's how
362 01:12:51,569 --> 01:13:04,169 unstable My childhood was. I couldn't control my rage. I couldn't control my emotions. I couldn't control. You didn't want to know what I was thinking. And I
363 01:13:04,169 --> 01:13:15,839 hated my family members, they would tell me, I'm going to be like my father. That's why I never drank alcohol, because inside of me was rage. And if I gave
364 01:13:15,839 --> 01:13:25,289 myself the opportunity to not be in control, as much as I had, at the time of my faculties, I would probably commit murder, beat somebody who in the end of their
365 01:13:25,289 --> 01:13:37,409 life, and be imprisoned just like him. And how I didn't go to jail that day, with everybody witnessing me do this. And Wayne said, I don't want to press
366 01:13:37,409 --> 01:13:46,679 charges to his mother and father. I had a court date. So it's me a counselor driving on in Essex, Maryland. I showed up a mom sitting next to me thinking,
367 01:13:47,939 --> 01:14:01,469 Well, you gotta be ready. And he dropped the charges. Think about that. That's God's grace. I didn't deserve that. I should have been punished for that. And we
368 01:14:01,469 --> 01:14:07,679 ended up becoming friends. Not close friends. But friends. Now you might say Well, it's because he's probably scared to death to you. He didn't look scared.
369 01:14:10,619 --> 01:14:22,199 He stands up a foot taller than me now. He's flippin huge now but in ninth grade, the last four minutes of my class, and then the school year was done. I
370 01:14:22,199 --> 01:14:30,779 can't even tell you why I fucking lost myself. I just some I bumped into my desk and it was a blanket all of a sudden era was strangling this guy with the
371 01:14:30,779 --> 01:14:42,779 Venetian blind court. Room 101 In Kenwood High School, right across the hall from the main office. Dr. Sobotka that was the teacher that's one thing I wish I
372 01:14:42,779 --> 01:14:56,009 could go back in time and not do that because I did that. And because my father was a contract murderer, Michael Joe Harrington 155634. Jessup, Maryland
373 01:14:56,009 --> 01:15:02,429 penitentiary. He exists, he's real. He just he just went up for parole. I'm not sure he's gonna get written up. Op does
374 01:15:07,440 --> 01:15:25,830 not one person, not one person cheerlead me on when I started, my uncle did until I started. And then when I started making money, he didn't like that. So I
375 01:15:25,830 --> 01:15:35,280 wish I could come back and say to you, I had encouragement because of this person in my family and this person in my friendship circle. I don't have that.
376 01:15:36,180 --> 01:15:49,050 I wish I could. And chances are, you probably don't have it either. But here's what's going on in your head. In the quiet of your nights, gone to sleep. Think
377 01:15:49,050 --> 01:15:59,040 about how you gotta go to work. The coming Monday, or tomorrow when you wake up, you had to go to work again. And be around people who don't like you respect you
378 01:15:59,040 --> 01:16:14,040 or care for you or your family or what you're desiring to do in your life. But if you made your interest in doing this public to them, or anyone 98%
379 01:16:14,040 --> 01:16:23,040 probability, they told you something to the effect that would not be constructive criticism, or encouragement, they probably take 35 Talk to you and
380 01:16:23,040 --> 01:16:36,870 sense that it's discouragement. And that's how the enemy works. I mean, think about how you found me. I don't advertise. I could I get a budget that can
381 01:16:36,870 --> 01:16:48,750 fucking blow everybody's shit up on YouTube. I don't want to get big or too big for my britches. Now. I don't like it. I'm uncomfortable. Too many people want
382 01:16:48,750 --> 01:16:54,870 to fucking come to my house and knock on doors and leave shit in my fucking doorstep. They want to wait for me to drive down the fucking neighborhood area
383 01:16:54,870 --> 01:17:03,990 and following go to a red line say hey, I CTA. Let the fuck. This is my personal life. Don't invade my personal space. I'm not a fucking celebrity.
384 01:17:10,229 --> 01:17:23,339 Some of you think you want this and I'm telling you right now, you probably wouldn't feel comfortable like this. There's no privacy. Everybody wants to have
385 01:17:23,339 --> 01:17:35,069 a moment with you. Like you're some fucking Gandhi or something. I'm nobody, man. I'm nobody. I'm just the fucking guy. That's it. That's all I am. And some
386 01:17:35,069 --> 01:17:49,619 of you want to pattern everything you do in this world. Based on me, don't do more do better than me. I didn't set out to have clones of me. In fact, if
387 01:17:49,619 --> 01:18:00,509 you've been around for a long time you heard me bitch about this. Have your own identity. I'm reducing inner circle trader. I'm putting him down. He it needs to
388 01:18:00,509 --> 01:18:11,909 happen. I have new chapters that have to live out with my family. And I don't want you to think that your friends and your family or your co workers that had
389 01:18:11,909 --> 01:18:21,269 the opportunity to this tribe discourage you to not do this. Or to tell you when you tell them hey, I lost the money if you said hey, I made money and then they
390 01:18:21,269 --> 01:18:27,689 asked you to the following week. Hey, how you doing? Man? You want to be honest and well, you know, I lost my shirt. That's why I would never do that shit, man.
391 01:18:27,689 --> 01:18:32,009 Fuck no way. No way I would do that. My wife would kill me if I lost 50 bucks
392 01:18:37,590 --> 01:18:52,710 Don't let these people discourage you. Don't invite them to the conversation. Because when I say something at my peak none of the people that said that I was
393 01:18:52,710 --> 01:19:06,180 going to fail and my family or friends are there to apologize. They're not there to say congratulations. You did good. So fuck them. Fuck them and their
394 01:19:06,180 --> 01:19:15,150 misguided fucking bullshit. Fuck them and their loser mentality fuck them and their nine to five working class hero horseshit. Nobody gives a fuck. Okay?
395 01:19:15,240 --> 01:19:25,980 Because I'm rising in the morning and I'm laying down at night with not giving a fuck what they think about me. But I'm always in their mouth at the holidays.
396 01:19:27,120 --> 01:19:42,390 That I'm not around them. And my holidays are fucking sweet. They're memorable. no drama, no bullshit from broke motherfuckers. In a context, it sounds like
397 01:19:42,390 --> 01:19:50,130 well, you're an arrogant piece of shit. Listen to you. You don't know what I'm talking about if you just came into the conversation. The context is there are
398 01:19:50,130 --> 01:20:00,960 people that are around you right now. They want to see you fail. They can't wait to see you fail. So they can tell you if they got bought. sitting at your face,
399 01:20:01,020 --> 01:20:11,220 I told you so the most likely are going to go to their friends that are in your circle to and say, I told you, I told you it's gonna fail. I told you she wasn't
400 01:20:11,220 --> 01:20:20,400 gonna be able to do it, she'll be here the rest of her life just like us. Don't believe that. Don't fucking believe that for a second. Don't give any room for
401 01:20:20,400 --> 01:20:31,590 that shit. When you start feeling that kind of stuff, that's exactly when you go on to the fucking charts, turn some music on it you can study with not hard
402 01:20:31,590 --> 01:20:42,000 driving, music, something that's I don't know. I got a couple of tracks that I listen to some playlists on YouTube. And I like to play in the background. And
403 01:20:42,000 --> 01:20:59,370 they're just like, very, very low fi like, nothing really energetic, but just invites study. Block that shit out. Don't give any room for it. Do not get lost
404 01:20:59,370 --> 01:21:06,540 in transition, you have to absolutely know where you're going. Because when people walk in front of you, and they try to stop you and say, Hey, you're never
405 01:21:06,540 --> 01:21:18,840 gonna make it. You just sidestep them, walk around them. You don't need to plow over him like I've done in my past. I've done that kind of stuff. I wish I could
406 01:21:18,870 --> 01:21:26,490 go back and not do those things. It would have been better if I would have handled myself in a way where whatever the fuck they said it didn't matter.
407 01:21:26,670 --> 01:21:35,070 Because back then it did it mattered it hurt. It cut deep. This was this man fucking friends. He's excuse me my fucking blood. The people that watched me
408 01:21:35,070 --> 01:21:50,070 come up out of diapers in relearn how to walk. Me in an aunt, and my uncle Stan, who was talking to me when I was 14 years old, that teach me how to trade didn't
409 01:21:50,070 --> 01:21:58,080 know what the fuck he was doing. That lucky trade and sugar, made some money and bought a condominium and Ocean City Big fucking deal. But back then that was a
410 01:21:58,080 --> 01:22:10,590 big deal. But when these people and me, three of us are the only ones that graduated high school, that's where I came from. That's the fucking pedigree. I
411 01:22:10,590 --> 01:22:19,200 came from a contract murder as a father and a mother that was going to afford me but my contract father, my contract, muttering Father said if you kill that
412 01:22:19,200 --> 01:22:28,320 baby, I'm going to cut your throat, your ear. And she believed him. Why did you believe him? Because he punched through my grandfather's backdoor, put his thumb
413 01:22:28,350 --> 01:22:39,150 his thumb in her mouth, pressing her tongue down, and dragged her through the fucking door down the back steps and got her out there and beat her ass. So when
414 01:22:39,150 --> 01:22:50,760 he told her, if you have an abortion, I'm going to cut your ear and cut your throat ear to ear. She believed him. That's why I'm talking to you today. I
415 01:22:50,760 --> 01:23:04,110 wasn't supposed to be here. In my mother's eyes. She had just aborted some sibling of mine on me. I'll meet in heaven. Literally just a month before I was
416 01:23:04,110 --> 01:23:22,470 conceived by another man. That's the pedigree I came from. I was not born with a silver spoon up my fucking ass. Nobody gave me a handshake and said, I'm gonna
417 01:23:22,470 --> 01:23:30,510 help you out and make it easier for you had to work for it. And by God's grace, he opened my eyes and understanding place me into certain circumstances and
418 01:23:30,510 --> 01:23:38,400 places where I would be identified and opportunities were laid before me. That sounds like divine intervention to me.
419 01:23:44,460 --> 01:23:53,220 Don't give room for the devil. When someone speaks over you saying that you're not going to be able to see successful, you're never gonna be able to do this.
420 01:23:53,310 --> 01:24:06,090 You're gonna fail. You're gonna do this. Not today. I ain't got time for it. got things to study. Things I'm planning for. cast forth a vision. Write it down,
421 01:24:06,090 --> 01:24:13,020 make it clear and stick to it every single day. Don't deviate, refine it. Don't abandon it
422 01:24:20,520 --> 01:24:29,010 if you don't do these things, folks, you're inviting that spirit of failure to come right into your life. And his hardest things we're about to get and maybe
423 01:24:29,010 --> 01:24:30,330 they are right now for some of you
424 01:24:35,729 --> 01:24:47,429 I was looking at the bag a Cool Ranch Doritos. My youngest son. He loves these things. I wish he wouldn't eat them. But he's one of his voices so I'll let him
425 01:24:47,429 --> 01:24:56,939 have him once in a while throughout the week. Like the bag of it last night I was sitting on the table and dining room is getting ready to go off and saying
426 01:24:56,939 --> 01:25:09,569 Why did you leave this on the table and I saw that I just wanted $6.99 for the bag $6.99 Now at first when I looked at it didn't make any impression on me like
427 01:25:09,569 --> 01:25:21,989 no who cares if it's seven bucks. And I sat down I was listening to a YouTuber like listen to who's a homesteader. And I looked at price again I was like, wow.
428 01:25:23,909 --> 01:25:32,369 Listen to this homesteader guy. He's taught me how things are expensive for him. So that put me in a state of mind. I'm thinking about it through his eyes. And
429 01:25:32,369 --> 01:25:48,719 then I saw that price for $6.99 for a bag of Doritos. I'm thinking wow. I remember when these things were like $1.60 Now there's seven books. I mean, I'm
430 01:25:48,719 --> 01:26:02,909 old but I don't feel like it's been that much time. So imagine if things get even more expensive and meat and steak and chicken all that's going to get even
431 01:26:02,909 --> 01:26:15,239 more expensive. I told my students two years ago, you know beef prices keep going up. We're not done. And you keep going up. Stakes only more expensive. Oh,
432 01:26:15,239 --> 01:26:26,639 you're full of shit ICT. I'm done. I'm not coming back to this mentorship. Fast forward 2022 email box. I see I'm an asshole. Forgive me everything you say it's
433 01:26:26,639 --> 01:26:46,019 happening. It's frustrating, man. It's frustrating. And you don't want to invite this spirit of failure in when everything is becoming increasingly difficult. I
434 01:26:46,019 --> 01:26:56,639 have children that did not listen to me when they were younger. To learn how to do this. You would think this like all of you identify who I am. You would think
435 01:26:57,569 --> 01:27:06,659 seeing how we live what we're doing how I'm doing it? You would think I'd really want to do that. This is better than going out and get a job. No, no, no, that's
436 01:27:06,659 --> 01:27:18,119 that's what makes too much fucking sense. Right? Nope. Youth youth is always an issue. Do you think you know everything? You know shit. You're thinking about
437 01:27:18,149 --> 01:27:30,359 the impulsive things you want to think about doing right now? No planning for 20 years. 30 years 40 years in advance you have to grab the grasshopper mentality
438 01:27:31,499 --> 01:27:41,549 not the ant grasshopper hopping around eating over the fucking ones eat wherever it lands, being worried about shit. The whole time answer storing up getting
439 01:27:41,549 --> 01:27:58,109 ready. And that's how my kids have been. So I make them work jobs. I make them I can remove all that. But what is it doing for me as a father? What is it doing
440 01:27:58,109 --> 01:28:11,759 for them as an adult? A guy years ago sent me an email. When I was last in transition as a dad. I mean known publicly what I was going to do with my kids.
441 01:28:12,899 --> 01:28:23,609 He says the email says my dad did this to me. And I was lazy and I didn't appreciate shit. And if you do that for your kids are gonna do the same thing. I
442 01:28:23,609 --> 01:28:39,149 found the fuck himself and blocked his email. That was a mistake. Because he was right. My oldest son Cody, lazy impulsive gambler didn't listen one of the prove
443 01:28:39,149 --> 01:28:59,189 dad wrong. Got himself in the 40,000 hours debt, no profits and crypto. And I warned him didn't listen to my daughter train wreck, train wreck of financial
444 01:28:59,189 --> 01:29:09,059 decisions. And it hurts me because I want her to do other things in different directions with her life. And she's just doesn't want to listen. She is the
445 01:29:09,059 --> 01:29:18,329 epitome of Generation Z, liberal mindset fucking everything asked backwards. But what do you do? She's your daughter, right? You got to take care of your lover
446 01:29:24,660 --> 01:29:39,240 they have no idea how hard it's going to be. They have no idea how hard it would be if God hadn't given me the increase that I have in some of you that are just
447 01:29:40,950 --> 01:29:54,300 waltzing through wasting your time. You're wasting your time. Not pouring yourself into this. Educating yourself making yourself ready for these things to
448 01:29:54,300 --> 01:30:11,910 happen because they're coming to come in And I might not be hedged with trading. It could be disrupted, folks, how do you not know that some craziness can't
449 01:30:11,910 --> 01:30:20,520 happen? And things like that get interrupted for a while and you can't earn income that way. It sounds like it's far fetched can't happen. Oh, it would
450 01:30:20,520 --> 01:30:21,180 never happen.
451 01:30:27,210 --> 01:30:40,020 Let's check and see if I'm still connected here. You know, I told everybody on Twitter, in 2019, that crazy shit was coming. And I got laughed at ridiculed. It
452 01:30:40,020 --> 01:30:52,710 says when the worst in September 11 2001 in the whole world went upside down. And I told you, you won't see the real ramifications until 18 months after. And
453 01:30:52,710 --> 01:31:06,240 we're seeing all kinds of shit. You any economy is going to go to shit. And they're trying very, very hard to put things in place where you have to listen.
454 01:31:07,740 --> 01:31:21,930 Or you can't eat. Then people like me that have the opinion that I have, in the perspective on life. I'm not a complier this is the way it is. I'm not telling
455 01:31:21,930 --> 01:31:33,210 you not to comply. I'm not telling you to do this or do that. I'm not fucking listening. So there you go. Don't give a fuck. Because I'm not I don't want to
456 01:31:33,210 --> 01:31:48,270 live in a world like that. But for some of you, you think that this world is just like it was in 2018 Nothing's changed. Because you listen to a TV on your
457 01:31:48,270 --> 01:31:58,440 fucking wallet says everything's normal. And Trump's the bad guy and Biden, this and Biden. They're all part of the same shit, man. They're all playing theater,
458 01:31:58,470 --> 01:32:07,920 and they all have their roles. And they want you to pick aside so that way, you're divided against one another. Just like in the trading industry, that guy
459 01:32:07,920 --> 01:32:24,330 is better than this guy. This This fits better than that. If you're not a trade, you make money. That's all it matters. But divisiveness. This, tearing it one
460 01:32:24,330 --> 01:32:33,690 another. That's going to increase. And if you don't know how to make money, and I'm not claiming that this is the answer to because I don't know the answer. I
461 01:32:33,690 --> 01:32:46,410 just know that. What we're going into nobody's ready for it. I'm not. I'm not because I have children that did not listen, to have their mindsets prepared for
462 01:32:46,410 --> 01:32:57,840 it. I told them growing up that this was coming before 2019 I told them before 2016 When I told my private mentorship out before I even started mentorship I
463 01:32:57,840 --> 01:33:04,230 was on Twitter talking about it Trump was gonna get elected and they were using as a fog I look what's happening, and I don't fucking vote and I didn't vote for
464 01:33:04,230 --> 01:33:15,450 Trump and I won't vote for him if he runs again, because it's all bullshit. It's a selection not an election that you guys believe the bullshit. They're erasing
465 01:33:15,450 --> 01:33:20,790 the real history and telling you what it should be in their eyes. And you're all eating it up
466 01:33:29,850 --> 01:33:33,060 running around wearing masks, driving in the car by your fucking selves
467 01:33:38,370 --> 01:33:52,140 if you're not prepared when it gets really hard, and it's coming Do you honestly think we're going to have a real election next year in the United States?
468 01:33:52,650 --> 01:33:57,960 Seriously, I don't give a fuck about this Twitter so they can kick me up I think that whole fucking account down on based on what I'm saying? I don't give a fuck
469 01:33:57,960 --> 01:34:12,270 if you're listening. Elon or whatever. fuck yourselves. Okay, I don't care. This shit is called. It's coming into the crescendo. And some of you can't even see
470 01:34:12,270 --> 01:34:29,010 it. A lot of you can. That's good. But many of you don't. Like they're literally using the Constitution as toilet paper. And everybody's just sitting back saying
471 01:34:29,010 --> 01:34:41,880 everything's normal. Who's Who's Who's playing today on the weekend games. You're coming in for the cookout on Saturday, Sunday. Don't lose sight of that
472 01:34:41,880 --> 01:34:54,210 stuff. Don't lose sight of what it is you're trying to do. You need to be preparing yourself not to get rich. Some of you might get rich. But your focus
473 01:34:54,210 --> 01:35:10,290 should be I need to make sure my ends meet and if she gets Scary where you may lose your job. What happens when they say mask up again? And you can't do this
474 01:35:10,290 --> 01:35:20,580 and you can't do that. And it affects your job. I have students that couldn't go to work anymore. They lost their job. Some of them refused to take that in the
475 01:35:20,580 --> 01:35:34,440 shoulder, and they were denied employment. So don't give me the shit though. That's, you know, ain't never gonna happen. You don't know what's coming. I do
476 01:35:37,620 --> 01:35:49,260 hope whole lot of uncomfortable shit. And having lots of money, no job and being able to treat real real good. Doesn't make me exempt. Because a click of a
477 01:35:49,260 --> 01:36:03,810 button. My money could be gone. Just like that. Just like yours and everything is changed is going to happen suddenly. Suddenly, it's going to happen boom. And
478 01:36:03,810 --> 01:36:14,670 people are going to be in shock. How are we going to make things? How are we gonna make things work again? How are we going to get money? How are we going to
479 01:36:14,670 --> 01:36:26,760 work? What are we gonna do? Listen, folks are talking about fucking aliens. Okay. UFOs and aliens and bullshit. They they're pulling everything out. Okay,
480 01:36:26,760 --> 01:36:38,250 all stops, they're being pulled out. And you think they won't do something crazy, like, sync the global economies? They've already told you it's coming.
481 01:36:40,770 --> 01:36:42,930 But you're denying it. They're ignoring it.
482 01:36:48,420 --> 01:36:58,680 Look at leadership in every country, not the circus that we have in America right now. Everywhere. It's all theater. It's like WWF wrestling. Everybody's a
483 01:36:58,680 --> 01:37:11,010 fucking villain. a Bond villain. Matter of fact. It's hard to trust anything. Hard trust anyone. It used to be. You could trust the police. You could trust
484 01:37:11,460 --> 01:37:23,940 your your leadership. No. Everything's in question. And corruption is rampant everywhere. And when it accelerates even more, see somebody, some of these
485 01:37:23,940 --> 01:37:30,330 people I listened to it or not traders through like homesteaders, I like listening to their abuse, because they've been raising cattle. They've been
486 01:37:30,360 --> 01:37:39,240 growing their own crops for a long time. And I'm trying to educate myself how to do that the last three years I've been trying to do this and hear how they
487 01:37:39,240 --> 01:37:47,640 think. They hear how they talk to their family members and what they tried to prepare for. They don't know anything like we do at the markets, they have no
488 01:37:47,640 --> 01:38:03,180 idea. They live simple lives, not to the degree like an Amish person would. But they hear their fear. It's sobering because it's different when you have a lot
489 01:38:03,180 --> 01:38:10,260 of money, and you've been successful for a long time. And you feel confident you just walk out there and pull money out of thin air in the marketplace. And next
490 01:38:10,260 --> 01:38:20,370 is the way it is when you're able to do what we do. So you don't see things through the lens that the average person would in my list listening to one of
491 01:38:20,370 --> 01:38:34,830 the guys I like listening to it made me reflect on something as simple as a bag of chips that I think nothing of when I get it, it's like no, when I say when I
492 01:38:35,550 --> 01:38:45,780 buy these eat similar vehicles. I don't give a fuck if gas was $25 a gallon, I'm gonna still drive it. It's not going to make me get rid of it. And it sounds
493 01:38:45,780 --> 01:38:58,710 crazy to some of you, but it's I want what I want. But what happens when ICT is denied, because the markets are not reachable anymore. What happens when central
494 01:38:58,710 --> 01:39:09,480 bank digital currencies step in and they say your money doesn't work anymore. And now you have an expiration you have to spend it by this much date. And this
495 01:39:09,480 --> 01:39:15,690 date and time that money expires because that's exactly what a central bank digital currency gonna do. Don't take my word for it, look it up, they have to
496 01:39:15,690 --> 01:39:31,110 tell you before they do it. You can't save to build wealth. So you have to do what you can while you can. And that's not meant to inspire fear and panic. I'm
497 01:39:31,110 --> 01:39:39,600 teaching you to think about things so release that way. The time that we have. You should be pouring yourself into that. You don't have money right now. Okay,
498 01:39:39,600 --> 01:39:48,870 go through those prop fun account companies. I have students that are beating the shit out of it. It's costing them money. They're not 100% successful and
499 01:39:48,870 --> 01:39:59,130 everything they're doing but they're making money. They're putting it to work. And I would hate for those in the middle that are doing well to go out there and
500 01:39:59,130 --> 01:40:08,400 try to do stupid Shit, like, I'm gonna buy another car, I'm gonna buy another car, I'm gonna buy another car. I'm gonna buy this thing here, but they don't
501 01:40:08,400 --> 01:40:19,830 have a fucking generator for their fucking house. They don't have two years at least a year's worth of non perishable food and ways to have fresh water that's
502 01:40:19,830 --> 01:40:34,410 the shit I've been preaching to you had a lot of money in the bank means absolutely fuck all. If you can't get groceries with it. And that's where we're
503 01:40:34,410 --> 01:40:44,670 at. We're at a point where these people no a lot of people have woke up to the bullshit they've been doing. And the things that they want to do, and what they
504 01:40:44,670 --> 01:41:00,360 want to implement in none of it's for our betterment. And they are panicked. They only have a short period of time. In order to try to get as much as they
505 01:41:00,360 --> 01:41:09,450 can put in place, there have been for the last 40 years been putting it in place. These judges that come in and be put in by this President, that President
506 01:41:09,450 --> 01:41:24,000 you're seeing why they've been put there now aren't you defense, blocking progress, don't go backwards. You're part of the team got to keep things going.
507 01:41:24,000 --> 01:41:34,350 We gained ground, we're not losing any, any any yardage, the goalposts in reach now we're getting there. And things they wanted to do and 2030 they're trying to
508 01:41:34,350 --> 01:41:36,060 get done by 2025. Now
509 01:41:46,140 --> 01:42:04,230 I need to stop doing this, because I love it. And it consumes me. And if I don't put it down, I will not have done everything that I could have done to prepare
510 01:42:04,230 --> 01:42:13,320 my wife's mindset about what's coming. She's just recently this this year, warmed up to a lot of things that I've been telling her for years, we used to
511 01:42:13,320 --> 01:42:24,450 have arguments, where I just shut up, because I knew that she couldn't understand what I was saying. Where I got the information from how I know it
512 01:42:26,280 --> 01:42:43,290 wasn't enough. And then she started seeing it happening. Just like having the newspaper headlines for the next 18 months in the future. And we're coming into
513 01:42:43,290 --> 01:42:55,440 that part where it gets really bad. It honestly, I don't want to have the ability to see what some of you are going to say, because you're gonna say I
514 01:42:55,440 --> 01:42:57,990 wish I would have listened. And that's going to tear me up
515 01:43:08,820 --> 01:43:21,780 I have to do it, because I have to make sure my family and my closest friends have my attention. They have access to the resources that I'm making available
516 01:43:21,780 --> 01:43:32,550 to them. And I want to be clear headed, I don't want to be distracted. I don't want to be doing videos and trying to you inspire you to do something that I've
517 01:43:32,550 --> 01:43:44,400 already done. At this stage, really, it's just gonna be basically me doing what I've already taught you and just proving it makes money. And for you still some
518 01:43:44,400 --> 01:44:03,660 of you, that's not enough. I don't know what else I can do. You either want to do it or you don't. But I promise you this this time next year you're going to
519 01:44:03,660 --> 01:44:04,200 wish you did
520 01:44:13,140 --> 01:44:25,140 it's gonna get really, really expensive. Things are gonna get really hard to get in there will be locked downs coming. And you have to be able to get what you
521 01:44:25,140 --> 01:44:38,310 can acquire right now while you can. And that means Second Amendment resources, whether you subscribe to them being warranted or not. I think everybody should
522 01:44:38,310 --> 01:44:44,010 have one more than one in the freedom seeds to go with them
523 01:44:49,440 --> 01:45:00,510 not to do some kind of 1776 moment because that ain't gonna work. There's too many things in place that's not going to work. But when people get on Hungry
524 01:45:02,670 --> 01:45:12,300 eggs are building up groups of them and they know that you probably have stuff in your house you got to make it seem very convincing it's not good for them to
525 01:45:12,300 --> 01:45:12,600 try
526 01:45:17,640 --> 01:45:28,230 protection basically so many people out here trying to learn this stuff and you want to do the fast lifestyle right now and completely oblivious to what's going
527 01:45:28,230 --> 01:45:43,500 on there's so much more than just living the Lux lifestyle peace of mind knowing that hey if I lost this $2 million house if I lost all my cars in this property
528 01:45:43,500 --> 01:46:04,320 and the other properties I would not give two fucks when cared I have a place that is not among the nicer neighborhoods like this took me some time to get
529 01:46:04,320 --> 01:46:20,160 there but guess what I got a fucking RV that makes it real comfortable getting from where I am to there it's not in my name. Nobody sees me sleeping there. I
530 01:46:20,160 --> 01:46:28,200 got three and a half years worth of non perishable food in four different ways for water supply. I have solar there, I have backup generators. I have shit
531 01:46:28,230 --> 01:46:44,940 packed up like a motherfucker. I can be there in 45 minutes. Some of you can't do that. And I understand it took me a while to get to that. But apart from God
532 01:46:46,770 --> 01:46:55,710 inspiring me to push on you to do these types of things. I'm not sure if you'd ever think about it. And some of you probably get nervous I've had people tell
533 01:46:55,710 --> 01:47:07,260 me I had to turn the Twitter space off it wasn't I wasn't anxious. You know what that means? It means you're not ready. You're not prepared. So that's proof that
534 01:47:07,260 --> 01:47:17,820 you need to start doing things to get yourself prepared. That means when you make money think about how you can establish a hedge against higher prices
535 01:47:18,090 --> 01:47:26,280 because food is gonna get more expensive and it's gonna be harder to get and have you noticed that they want to really do away with natural beef and chicken
536 01:47:26,850 --> 01:47:34,440 they made it lawful now that they can start selling that in restaurants so when you ordered that steak How do you know it's not some Frankenstein fucking meat
537 01:47:37,170 --> 01:47:49,920 you won't know nobody's making beef better than God he's he's cornered the market on it. And when is there a shortage of chicken that they got to make
538 01:47:50,340 --> 01:47:59,880 imitation chicken they didn't create this shit for your your health to be improved upon.
539 01:48:05,280 --> 01:48:15,450 But you're thinking about that new car you want to get that new place you want to show around Internet where you live the vacations and what you spent too much
540 01:48:15,450 --> 01:48:32,220 money on for a watch. That's going to tell you the same fucking time that a Casio will repay us that stuff now folks are past all that. Happiness is peace
541 01:48:32,220 --> 01:48:49,770 of mind. Happiness is having been broken poor, and then having the locks life knowing that if you went back to broke, there's no reason to kill yourself and
542 01:48:49,800 --> 01:48:53,040 commit suicide or with that. And some people I've known people do that
543 01:48:58,410 --> 01:49:09,450 life's too short and too sweet. And you have the right people in it. And I have looked at these markets looked at the opportunities that these markets have
544 01:49:09,450 --> 01:49:18,900 given me and made available to me. And I said at the time that they were more important at the time than spending any amount of time whether it be five
545 01:49:18,900 --> 01:49:26,880 minutes to chat with my niece or going somewhere with my son by myself taking a ride with him and just talking to him like a dad
546 01:49:34,710 --> 01:49:48,840 that's well being looked at every day now and they come down. They smile and they tell me two or more weeks they're smiling 12 more weeks we're going to do
547 01:49:48,840 --> 01:49:57,480 that we're going to do because they don't believe it either. They think I'm going to be still doing what I'm doing. And if you got bets going on that I'm
548 01:49:57,480 --> 01:50:16,470 gonna stay here you're gonna fucking lose I'm telling you that right now you're going to lose November 11, will be my last Twitter space. Not sure what I'm
549 01:50:16,470 --> 01:50:28,320 going to say what I'm going to talk about, but that'd be the last thing I do on Twitter. The Twitter account will stay, nothing gets deleted, my youtube channel
550 01:50:28,320 --> 01:50:38,340 will stay up as well. And my wife made concession that, you know, once a week, I could do something, but I want to see how long I can go without having to do
551 01:50:38,340 --> 01:50:49,380 anything. Because I think it'd be disrespectful for this talk. She's made an allowance for it, I just don't know what I would do. Because it probably be too
552 01:50:49,380 --> 01:50:58,020 hard for me just do one thing. You know who I am. It's supposed to be a short video, and it's four hours, just be a short little thing on Twitter space, and
553 01:50:58,020 --> 01:51:13,350 it's four hours, doesn't feel like four hours, and I'm certainly not tired or fatigued talking. But I give a fuck. If you don't recognize that in me, I'm not
554 01:51:13,350 --> 01:51:24,810 trying to monetize this. I want you to be prepared, I want you to be successful. And I want you to think about life differently. Because I didn't think this way
555 01:51:24,810 --> 01:51:41,730 when I was younger, and a chip on my shoulder. Initially year, I let go of it. I spent all these years chasing approval from a man that is going he's gone, I
556 01:51:41,730 --> 01:51:54,390 can, I'm never gonna get that. And I've lied to myself saying that if I did this and did this, and this, I'll get that that moment. Trying to get it through all
557 01:51:54,390 --> 01:52:03,300 of you. You all can say whatever you want to say that you care about me you appreciate. And all that stuff is nice as that is and I'm not trying to discount
558 01:52:03,300 --> 01:52:15,330 it. But emotionally and psychologically, it pales in comparison to what one small nod in a smartphone, my grandfather would have done. And I've identified
559 01:52:15,330 --> 01:52:26,640 it now. I'm 51 years old, how many more years. So I have, I don't know. I have to put that down. And I have people in my life right now that appreciate what
560 01:52:26,640 --> 01:52:39,720 I've done for them. The life that the Lord has given me to give to them. And I want to enjoy that and not be distracted. As much as I love doing this. I want
561 01:52:39,720 --> 01:52:50,880 to put it down. And if you really care about me, if you really appreciate me as a teacher, as a mentor, and you really want me to be happy. You would want me to
562 01:52:50,880 --> 01:53:03,660 be able to do this and have no guilt trips placed on me with it. Because I swear to God Almighty, I'm not here after the 11th of November. I'm happy that it's
563 01:53:03,660 --> 01:53:20,730 getting closer. Every morning I wake up, I think about how close I am to that. And when I'm gone anybody can say whatever you want to say about me. But I'm
564 01:53:20,730 --> 01:53:42,630 watching to see all of you who rises up who blooms the biggest bro the boldest fruit and how they conduct themselves with it. I hope in closing that it's these
565 01:53:42,630 --> 01:53:54,450 types of discussions, these types of things where I talk to you and try to edified you with the things that I learned painfully or too late that you
566 01:53:54,450 --> 01:54:05,070 embrace them early on. And it helps you stay focused as a well rounded human being as an adult, a responsible adult. That doesn't take their success and
567 01:54:05,730 --> 01:54:14,310 stick it in the face of other people to try to belittle them. Be thankful for everything you have whether you exist as a person of faith, whether you
568 01:54:14,310 --> 01:54:21,330 acknowledge as a creator or God or not. He exists and the only reason why you have what you have it comes from Him.
569 01:54:33,270 --> 01:54:34,590 Think it's about enough for today.